Alone

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Don't look at me like that (the fuck you looking at?) don't make feel regret (Why is that a threat?) im too faded no one cares (you best be prepared) and in all in all I'm scared..
nah I'm not scared I'm terrified, looking at these bitches these bitches are so purified, hopefully I can make one mine. (Make one mine) yeah don't be mine, don't have anyone waiting in line, being alone is fine, don't you dare hit my phone, ain't got the time but I'm lonely. (Yuh) so don't leave.
Yuh yuh yuh yuh, don't look at me like you're someone special.
Confess you feelings truthfully and then fall for someone else, it hurts me deeply. Yeah man I'm fucking in pain, things haven't been the same, four years my life has been a game, fuck with one then you get the whole gang. You don't understand how I feel no. You think I always keep things real. My feelings are like shadows, crossing over a valley, my heart is the darkest alley, go ahead and try to stab me, I can't be alone but I long for that warm touch, even if it means a lot, it wouldn't mean much. I wish I wasn't so fucking dumb. Bitch no one ever loved you, you prick, you look like a fucking thumb, parkour Parker after hours. (Fuck) love ain't nothing between showers. (Fuck) don't act like you got powers. (Fuck)

I feel so faded now. Your love makes me famous wow. Everyone says I got no emotion. (No emotion) ever since that one day, my motion. I'm nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.
I'm so unloved. Go ahead and ignore my feelings, say "it ain't nothing serious, hes bluffing." Just you wait, soon enough I won't be so late, to the party my brother joined at 8. It ain't nothing great. He died, he killed himself, never met him either. He was my family. So please, somebody help me, I'm so fucking tired, but I don't need help. I'm tired of everyone hating on me, did this on my own then I was set free. Then shit recently got real crazy. Now I'm fucking moving and going away. I'm not gonna be the same. Love y'all here at this place, whether you hate me or love me I can't be the same, tryna convince everyone that I changed, well fuck, that's just my luck.

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⏰ Last updated: May 06, 2018 ⏰

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