If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

"God bless you,miss Ann"

I just want to know two things-

1.is he alive?

2.Is he ok?

You don't know how much you care for someone untill they're in trouble.Maddy seemed really worried and I care for her too,I wonder what did he do...And then it hit me -drugs.Maddy once worned me that when he's alone by himself he tends to do them.And he did tell me he was a bad boy but I never knew how much.As soon as I could I contected my tour manager to organize a flight back and I had it in an hour or soo.My biggest fear was finding him doing drugs,that's the only thing I know that would kill him because he does know a lot of dangerous guys.

Driving to the house I felt more and more nervous.I thought when I do come back that Mike will wait for my at the front door to hug me and whispere "I miss you".He was supposed to join me but that was planed for a week or soo to get some footage.I finally came.It was quiet.Scary quiet.The light was only turned on in his room and this is a huge house so this worried me.The second I walked through the front door it hit me.The smell of marihuana.Ohh whyy? Why this Mike? You're talented and funny and awesome,why would you just throw everything down a lake? I threw my bags and just ran to his room-I had a lot to see.The room was filled with that smell and the guys I feared the most.Through all the chaos I saw Mike.He didn't look like the Mike I left months before.His hair was awful,he had a beard,he saw me at the door but was refusing to even look at me.Maybe he was ashamed to look me in the eye and see the disappointment.I had enough.I called Tommy-the security guy -yeah,we have security-and he came in seconds.

-Ohh miss Ann glad you're back.-he said

-Well I'm not soo glad.How long have they been here?

-Since the day you left.He tried to hide it from his mom,but she was worried when he didn't go to you like he was supposed too.

-Oh,dear God.Look,call the whole security group if you have to but I want these guys out of this house in five minutes.Don't ever let them come here again.Understood?

-Yes,miss Ann I'll have them out of here right away.

He called everyone that I knew was responsible for security and they got them out of there in a couple of minutes.They did say a lot of rude and awful things to me while getting out,but I didn't turn once I only cared for Mike at that point.When they got out finally I went in and found Mike.He was half-awake and could see me but I think that he was drunk too and maybe on some other drugs too.He saw me but didn't say a word and he was like a huge doll I could control.I called Stefany-our housekeeper and she was an awsome lady.

-You called miss Ann?-she said

-Yes,clean up this room I want it cleaned in half an hour and I'm gonna go put Mike in the bathtub and yeah,call Tommy I need help with Mike.

-Sure,right away.

She called Tommy and he helped me get Mike up and while I was leaving the room Stefany looked at me and said "God bless you,miss Ann".It looks like they thought I was just gonna leave him there and I would never do that.They didn't have the strainght to tell him something because,knowing him,he will throw them out,but he can't say anything to me.I got him into the bathroom and told Tommy to leave.I prepared a bath for him and help him undress and go in.I washed his hair and he still didn't respond to anything.I left him there for about 10 minutes not alone I was there.Got him out and when we went to his room it was all cleaned up and the smell was going out so I put him to bed.Maddy came and when she saw that everything was fine she hugged me and started crying

-Thank you Ann,thank you,I could never thank you enough.

-Don't worry about it I would never leave him like that.

-I thank the God everyday because he has you by his side.I have to go call me if you need anything.

-Ok.

Maddy was a good mom,but I really didn't get her.She loved Mike but if I were her I would be with my son the whole night wide awake just to see if he's ok.I seriously didn't get thay part.

I unpacked everything I had and told the tour manager that I arrived and to move all my concerts to cities near by.I couldn't sleep the whole night.I grabbed a lot of pillows and placed them next to Mike on the floor so if something happens I would hear.I read some magazines on my phone,it seems like when I left it srarted to go down hill for everyone.Mike was doing this,Connor was in awful condition as well.He didn't want to talk to anyone.He only made videos and he didn't appear on TV or anywhere else.Amber became a high-class escort-surprise,surprise.It's like I left for years not just months.It's just shows you how much your life can change in only one minute.

At about early in the morning Mike finally started to wake up.When I saw that I stood up so he can see me.When he did he jumped out of the bed and huged me tightly

-Oh,God please don't let this be another dream.Please.Is it really you,Ann?

-Yes,Mike it's me,everything is fine,don't worry.

-Thank you for saving me,thank you.I remember everything you did.I can't thank you enough.

-Hey-I raised his head so his eyes would finally see me-don't worry I'm here now.If I have to I'll glue myself to you so you wouldn't do this again.

He just smiled and his big blue eyes were back again.That was my Mike again.

I kept my promise.I was with him every hour,every minute.He was really numb,but as time went by he got better.After everything,I wasn't gonna leave Mike behind,but I was worried about Connor too.Is he ok?Does he have someone to talk to?So I send him a message asking if he's ok,and if he needs help.He just replied

-I'm not good.Can you come see me?I really need to talk to you if you want to...

We agreed to meet up at his house thay he got for Amber and him right before the wedding.I can't just leave him behind.And I have to make sure that the press doesn't find out about this.I don't want Mike to think I came back for Connor.