Just Friends? (Cethany)

Just Friends? 24 (Cethany)

*Connors POV*

So, I'm back at the O2L household from VidCon and I don't feel right. Too be quite honest, I think, since I've been going out with Bethany, I've been more depressed than I've ever been. I've just posted my Monday video for O2L. It was about Youtubers behind closed doors. I left my room, feeling unhappy. Not what I usually feel like. I walked downstairs and outside, I still felt unhappy. Was I depressed? I-I guess I am.
I got a text from Bethany, "Hey Con! Sorry I didn't come home with you, I just wanted sometime with my family and my house."
I sent a text back,"That's fine Beth. As long as your safe." As soon as I sent the text, Troye rang me up.
"Hey, my Australian friend!" I tried to be happy.

"Hello Con! Urm, I just wanted to say, you know I have an EP coming out in August."

"Yeah, carry on."

"Well, happy little pill, was based on you."

"What do you mean it was based on me."

"Connor, don't say you don't know why!"

"I literally don't know!"

"Connor! You're depressed, I've seen you talking to antidepressants and you have asked them, what is happiness? Connor, I've noticed you haven't been happy since you've gone out with Bethany, it's obvious. But I think I'm not the only one that has noticed."

"Who's the other person?"

"Me and Bethany have been having mini conversations about you and you're happiness, and we, want to change that."

"What do you want?"

"Well, I want to know what's making you, upset."

"My videos have been lacking on O2L, I've been having relationship problems and family stuff. I'm all a bit confused with my life."

"Oh okay. Thats all I need to know and are you okay?"

"Yeah, I guess I am."

"Alright, just text me if you want anything"

"Okay, bye Troye and thanks."

"Your welcome."

*Bethanys POV*

Me and Connor, have been in a relationship for a long time now, more than 6 months. But I don't think it's going to last if he's, depressed. It scares me, I don't know what he wants and he doesn't know that I know and that I'm worried about what choices his going to make.

I send out a tweet, "Hope you're okay, because I know everything."
It was directed to Connor. I think he noticed.
I was bored at the time, so I decided to record a TMI tag video for my lovely viewers.
There was one question that's I had to lie about for Connors and my sake. It was the questions, ever had a bad break up and ever been in love? But I did answer the question, have you got a crush? I said yes. Hint hint 😏

I got a ring from Connor,

"Hey Con!"

"Hey Beth! You don't know how happy I am too hear you voice!"

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah I am but could you just come over to the O2L house please?"

"But what about, Kian?"

"You'll be with me and I'll answer the door but just please come, I need you right now!"

"Okay, I'll be there in a second."

"Please hurry, I feel so depressed, I need one of your hugs right now."

"Okay, cut the line and I'll be there."

"Okay, also, I love you!"

"I love you too!"

I rushed out of my house and asked my sister for a lift. She let me, what a nice sister (not 😂).
I knocked on the door and Connor opened it and hugged me. He hugged me tight but not to tight. I felt relieved that he was okay. He carried me bridal style to his room and laid me on his bed and kissed me. It was kind of a rushed start but I was fine with it. He started sucking on my neck. His hands made his way to my top. He pulled it off and started kissing my lips again. I stopped him before he made any sudden moves.
"Connor, what's going on?"

"Bethany, I've missed you, I've missed your kisses, I've missed hugging you and I've missed our special times."

"Con, I saw you at VidCon, not so long ago, and you still miss me."

"Yes because... I feel lost." He jumped off me and laid down next to me.

"What do you mean lost?" I sat upright while I played with his hands.

"Bethany, you know I'm depressed and I need help. How are you always so happy?"

"Well, if something's bothering me, I don't do it. Also, I have 6 million+ people making me smile everyday. Then I have you as my boyfriend and I have good friends like Troye and Tyler."

"So, I just have to hang out with the right people and I have to do what makes me happy for once."

"Yeah. Just do what makes you happy for once." I smiled at him and laid on his chest, he kissed my head and hugged me. I know he doesn't want to leave me.