A week has passed and a day since I left the hospital, and 2 days after me so did Valerie. The past week has been terrifying and my body was constantly aching. I was sure to be under weight from eating nothing considering my body rejected everything I ate. It drove William crazy, who was at work till 6:30 P.M every day but the weekend and Wendsday, Which he took off to help me care for Valerie since i got sick 2 days ago. I was practically waiting for my death, and I still haven't told him, nor did the doctor that I had to force not to say anything to any of them. Only Harry knew, and spent the days by my side 24/7 as if I was going to drop dead any second, though he never spoke about it and it angered William how he wouldn't leave me alone.
Ever since Valerie was home I was by her all the time. I did not care that I was dying, or that I said no to the doctor when really I should have said yes. I refused to die the way my mother did and leave Valerie without a small memory of me. Before I got sick I would stand around and hold her in my arms, hugging her so tight, and singing stupid cute songs to her like "you are my sunshine"
I dont know why but I favored that song so much. It always managed to make me smile, except I cried evertime this time. I wanted to die next to William in bed. when we would talk about all the times we got drunk, and how I was so stupid to tell him that I can tell by his eyes That he's in love with me. I wanted to talk about those little things, and cry. so then I can die in his arms and he dies in mine, and neither of us have to suffer. I want to see Valerie grow up, and be right about my thoughts of her looking like Meg and Her dad. I want to hear her sa " I love you" for the first time to me. Is all that too much to ask?
Today I spent as a lazy day, sitting down with Diana and Toby watching "Toy Story" while cuddled up in blankets. Meg stayed with us while William was at work to take care of my sick ass and help me look out for these two little monkies. I did not mind her company, I never do. Although today I was feeling worst. The screen was becoming blurry and the room was freezing though Toby and Diana were in tank tops and shorts. I felt myself shivering and I quickly excused my self." I'ma be right back okay? watch without me!" I said in the cheeriest way I could, running to the bathroom after I ha closed the door, immediately to the toilet where it felt like I was throwing out my insides. My thoughts of today being my last day growing as I tried to breath, Meg running into the bathroom and to my side, rubbing my back and sying its ok.
This was anything but ok. my head was killing me and I was puking blood along with my breakfast that I was force fed. I gasped and breathed heavy trying to catch my breath and falling back, Meg gripping me tightly and making me sit against the tub. tears were falling, hot tears on my chivering cold cheeks confuesing Meg who was angry. I was angrier, I was fucked.
"Thats it I'm fucking done we are going to the fucking doctor right now Alison!" She yelled at me as I looked at her, and she texted Harry to come over. "N-no we dont need the doctor p-please Meg" I cried and she looked at me in desbelief as I sniffed. " Are you fucking kidding me?! Have you fucking seen your self!? your body is Burning, you wont fucking eat, and your fucking puking blood! your too pa-" "BECAUSE I'M DYING MEG! THE DOCTOR ALREADY TOLD ME AND HE WAS SEPOSE TO PUT ME DOWN A WEEK AGO DAMN IT!" I yelled at her with all that I could, cutting her off even though it sounded probably like I was talking normally. She just stared at me frozen for a moment and I feared what I had just caused. I parted my lips and spoke softer this time, letting her hear me out.
"Its not normal cause I'm sick. I've been sick for days not just two days ago. and after Valerie the doctor said I only had weeks..maybe just days..I dont know how I'm.." I quickly stopped when I noticed her horrified face, allowing a sigh to escape my lips. Without a word, she looked at me in desbelief and began to turn red. She held herbeating heart, panting and screaming at me, the tears from her eyes falling like a waterfall and I thought to myself about what the hell I just did.
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