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Break Up

"Noah, the way here is absolute shit, i can't even fathom how anyone could come here and not lose their shit.
There was this m-"

I stopped walking when I saw a blonde girl sitting on my boyfriend's couch.

"Uhm who are you?" I asked and the girl's mouth flew open.

"I really don't like repeating myself"
I said annoyedly. Im so exhausted and my boyfriend didn't even have the courtesy to come pick me up on the airport and now this? seriously I don't have the energy to do this shit.

"Im April, Im Noah's girlfriend"

I was absolutely dumbfounded. 'boyfriend?' did she say boyfriend?

"excuse me-" I was going to ask this girl if she was lost or was joking with me when Lucas went out of his room with a towel wrapped around his torso.

His eyes grew and he gulped.

"Who the hell is she?" I was about to lose my shit. I begged my parents to let me come to this city, I worked 3 full months just so I could come here, I packed my things and officially left home, And now I find out that my boyfriend is cheating on me?

My chest hurts. I felt like crying. I'm exhausted and emotionally unstable right now.

"Nic, listen, I think we need to have a talk" He grabbed my hands and dragged me to his room. I glared at blondie and closed the door.

"This isn't working out. We're just not meant for eachother, we're too different, just- please, I'm sorry you had to find this out like this"

I wanted to cry. I bit my lips to bite back my sob.
"Don't you fucking know how hard it is for me to make this work? I worked my ass of to get a plane ticket to get here since my parents cut off ties with me, I had to travel all alone without a fucking clue while carrying this heavy ass bags, I had to walk half way because I couldn't afford to ride on a taxi. Your an absolute dick you know that, Fuck you! if you'd told me that sooner I would've never left home" I slapped him and left.

I had no rights to be mad at the girl but I couldn't help myself. I absolutely hate her and Noah.
I slammed the door and Picked up my bags.

"Dipshit"
My feet are killing me. It's my fault for wearing heels but I had to, the heels looked good with my outfit.

I walked and stopped when i felt tired. I saw a bench and thanked God.
"oh gosh, yes" I hauled my ass on the bench and sat. I was panting so much, I fished my phone out.

"5:34" My stomach growled and my feet ached.

"I should've listened to them"
The streets were busy, bussinessmen and women littered the streets, they all look like they were in a hurry. My breathing calmed down a little bit and that gave me time to think about what I should do and what happened.

Noah and I were together for 4 years, we did everything together and I genuinely thought that we would last. Everything changed when he stopped studying to pursue his work. I didn't mind it at all, I was saddened by the fact that he would be so far away but I thought everything would be fine. I guess I trusted him too much.

I clung onto my coat tightly and hugged my bag for comfort.

"I wasted four years of my life for a piece of shit"

"I need to find a place to stay in and I need to find food asap" I whispered to the wind.

I stood up and continued walking.
The thing is, even if I find a place to stay in where will I be getting the money to pay for it.
I sighed defeatedly. I couldn't eat too since I didn't have money with me.
I thought I would be sleeping and eating in my boyfriend's house but nope! I guess that's out of the picture.