I cry,
I wish I don't exist,
I harm myself.
I pretend to be happy and laugh with friends but inside I'm dying and just put on a fake smile.
When people see the cuts On my wrists they say I cut for attention..
I've been bullied since 6 and got called worthless, fat, ugly, and more.
I've suffered from being anorexic..
I feel fat and I know I am so I've been "forgetting" to eat or make myself throw up afterwards.
I've been clean from cutting for 2 weeks but tried over dosing not that long ago.
My friends help keep me strong.
My mom once told me if she ever found out I cut she would send me to a mental hospital so none of my family knows.
My ex/best friend committed suicide not even two months ago and he always helped me through everything..
I often cry myself to sleep cuz I don't have him to talk to anymore..
I'm staying strong and have amazing friends to help.
For the ones who are going through hard times stay strong and keep your head up. You're worth something..
