Deep regrets

love sting

It was a cold night, I was thinking about how my first day at college would look like tomorrow.. I was kinda nervous and excited at the same time.
My story begins the following day after breakfast I arrived at school hmm cool people I thought, nice environment I can do this.all through that day I had a smile on and made friends so easily, it was okay..until I went to the cafeteria to get something to eat when I noticed someone staring at me.
He was so hot, tall and beyond handsome he was ''Beautiful" I was lost in my thoughts, he smiled at me as we stared at each other from afar it was for some few seconds and it felt like forever Lols.. Then he started walking towards me that was when I got out of my fantasy world, the Anthem ringing in my head was OMG he's actually coming close as my heart raced rapidly.
He waved and said hi I'm Stan... I quickly got my self together and replied I'm Margaret... We hade a quite cool conversation he was also new in the school.. And I didn't even notice he was in my department... We became best friends as time passed our story begins!.
Have you ever felt like your the only girl in the world... Like your have butterflies in your stomach?.. He was the first thing on your mind in the morning and at night,yeah it happened to me.. but something was wrong he was your friend and it didn't seem right.. But you didn't care. Months passed, time flew by.
He invited me to his house for dinner and I was so excited, on getting there he told me he doesn't just see me as a friend he really liked me from the start but something is keeping him from asking me out! What could that be I thought... He said he was scared of love "
He hasn't been in any relationship before same here I said as we talked and shared our passions and future views together.. Suddenly the room was quite and calm as he stared deep into my eyes. Lost in the moment he pulled close to me and kisses me..my heart beat was 99 percent increased than the usual lols..
He's soft lips pressed against mine and he's strong arms around my waist I couldn't resist his charm.. But we did not afterwards just kissed.
Before leaving he gave me a letter to read when I get home.. I was excited and gave him a quick kiss ..that evening,  at about 10pm I hurriedly opened it to read the contents of the letter was : dear Margaret I know this seems kinda old fashioned way to express my feelings.. But it's just my way of saying how much I love you and want you to be in my life.
It's funny how two strangers fall in love just by staring at each other I knew you were the one please be my girlfriend!
I'm short of words just teach me how to love and be loved, I got inspired by Ed Sheerans song photograph ...loving  can hurt but it's the only thing I know I hope you wouldn't let me down Margie love you ... From Stanley .
With tears in my eyes I quickly listened to the song in my phone and smiled..