You; Jensoo ✓

21 Promise. [✓]

When we finished our ice creams we went back to the dorm, they slept first while i stayed up gazing over the cold night of flickering lights in Seoul in the balcony the iPod now connected to the Bluetooth speaker playing piano covers of different kpop songs.

Peek-a-boo was playing right now and i hummed with the piano notes.

"I can't believe he killed them.." i muttered quietly and when the thought of screaming my feelings out in the rooftop was enough for me to go inside our room closing the balcony door and getting my hoodies, before leaving the room i glanced at Jennie who was sleeping peacefully, i held up the blanket to her chest and stroked her cheek with my thumb and left, i pulled my hood up and went to the rooftop with the iPod on pockets and earphones on, there wasn't many people in the halls because it was 1am in the morning and they had their missions or trainings on the next day as we BLACKPINK have the day off for tomorrow.

I arrived at the rooftop and sat on the cement floor, i sent the girls messages if they come worrying about me that i'm gone and i could sleep here.

Sleeping here doesn't seem bad.

I exhaled to let my sharp feelings go out as voices "I hate you! I hate you Jinyoung! I was too late to stop you! And yet just because i admitted that i was gay you killed my parents!" At the word 'parents' the rain slowly poured unto me mixing with my tears of sorrow.

"So much for feelings huh?" I said as i glanced up at the dark sky that is now falling droplets of water. It got harder as i whimpered through my muffled screams with cries of regret and sorrow, after i was soaked with the rain in and out i went back to the dorm coldness wrapping my entire body but I didn't seem to care.

When i opened the door to our dorm i was greeted with three pairs of eyes looking at me worried.

"Jisoo, why are you wet?" Jennie said as she ran to the room and went out with a blanket wrapping it securely around me "Jisoo Eonnie what happened? Why is your eyes red?" Chaeyoung checked my temperature as she put her palm on my wet forehead "Woah there Jichu, why is your nose red?" Lisa asked pointing to my red nose "She's fine but change now or else you'll get a cold." Chaeyoung said and she pointed our room and i went inside stripped into comfortable clothes and laying my tired body on my bed slowly drifting off to sleep, but then the other side of the bed jumped a bit Jennie clinging my arm as she begged with her puppy eyes "I felt lonely.. sorry" she apologized and turned around "It's okay, come here" i said and opened my arms for invitation and she slid under it snuggling her head unto my chest i felt peace for after a long time of struggle.

Can i just stop time, and just replay this scene again and again.

I had a reason being quiet and listening to music. Even if it was piano covers, i know the real truth behind those beautiful songs.

The singers are.. struggling. They want to be accepted. They want to be loved. They want to escape the cruel life. And some.. suicide.

I already done suicide in the past but someone was there to stop me. And it's the girl sleeping in my arms. Jennie.

"Could you love me back please?" I mumbled quietly and a single tear dropped unto her cheek, i quickly wiped it and pecked her forehead "Goodnight.. Jennie." I said and drifted off to sleep.

"Jisoo no. Don't do it ." Jennie said from behind me while i was standing on the rooftop of the YG Building, seeing the little figures below me move like ants. I was hurt that I couldn't experience something like this peaceful ever again.

Jennie hugged me from behind pulling me away from the railings i started weeping on her shirt, not wanting to let go she held me tight in her arms.

I woke up to the hot liquids coming out from my eyes, it was tears.

I didn't have the strength to go to sleep so I grabbed my iPod and pluck in my earphones while stroking Jennie's hair softly, i turned on the lamp and pulled the drawer and pulled out my book and pushed the drawer back to it's original place.

Singularity piano cover was now playing and i closed my eyes for a minute bearing in the truth of the song, fake love. Jinyoung used me to become famous. Fake.

I glanced to Jennie and stroked her cheek lightly.

"If ever. We fall in love don't fake your love to me." I mumbled quietly and let the song cover the entire silence of the room, I stared out of the window, i slowly reached my hand out to the sky, wanting to feel the million stars in the galaxy that lights up the moon. I glanced at the clock and read 4AM i shaked Jennie.

I want to show her a sunrise and maybe soon a sunset.

"Nini i have something to show you" i said tapping her shoulder gently she groaned and opened her arms wide " Carry me" luckily she was in a hoodie, i carried her to the rooftop, the cold air hitting our bodies once i opened the door to the rooftop.

"Ugh. Chu why is it cold?" She groaned in annoyance still with closed eyes, i chuckled and poked her nose "Open your eyes" i said and she slowly fluttered her eyelids open revealing the sunrise in front of her own eyes.

Flashback

"Jisoo. I always wanted to see a sunrise and sunset " Jennie pouted and I laughed.

End of flashback

"This is so beautiful..." she trailed off covering her mouth with her hands, as her eyes glistened in tears "I've never seen a sunrise before.." she sniffled and hugged me "Thank you Jisoo!" She exclaimed and i smiled.

That's one member, two more.

A/n: well guys what do ya think Jisoo is doing?

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