I really wanted to be loved and admired. That's what I always dreamed about. It became a fantasy that I liked to live in. I felt happiness and peace in my fantasy that I had made up. But one day I finally made up my mind and decided that I was just lonely. I didn't want to be home schooled anymore. I wanted to get out and live a life deserved to be lived. And my mother let me be public schooled.
It was plenty different than home schooling. I kinda liked it. I started in the winter, the middle of the school year. I found friends and I found happiness. But I didn't find love. Not fast at least like how I thought it would be like how it is in books that I've read or movies that I've watched.
I had found a group of people who I fit in well with. Soon I found out that they all hung out at the same place every Friday night after school. I got along best with one of the boys in the group whose name is Aiden. He's tall and has mahogany colored hair to stop his unbelievable growth for a sixteen year old boy.
That Friday night, I met up with the group at the closest park, Enos Park. Founded by Enos Hotchkiss of small town Hotchkiss, Colorado. The population of Hotchkiss is just under 1,000 people. I like that it's small so that way you don't have to deal with strangers. You really know everyone in the area.
We walked for a while down a little road. Soon we came to downtown Hotchkiss. We stopped by a little restaurant to eat cause it was around dinner time. And for the first time in forever I realized what it was like to be a real, normal, human teenager.
