A Mother's Love.( Lord Sesshomaru) Put yourself in romance series)

"My turn." He Growls

*Raven & Lord Sesshomaru*

　

Left off in heated passion.

My world has been turned upside down and inside out so suddenly.

All of this being so confusing to me.

The wonderful feeling of a release I had just experienced had left me cold.

Sesshomaru removed his hand that I held captive between my legs. This time I did collapse to my knees, bowing my head

in shame.

Feeling his fingers intertwine in my wet hair.

Not believing I could with stand anymore of his touch.

Slowly my hand went to his pants leg and clenched it in my fist

"Forgive me." I whispered through dry parched lips as I buried my face in the pants I clung to.

Feeling him turn loose of my hair and take me by the arm to help me up.

I shook like a wet new born, even though I stood between a roaring fire and another roaring fire in him that need to be put out.

"No more." I pleaded feeling ashamed of myself for what just conspired between the two of us.

Not wanting to face him, but you can't help but face Sesshomaru when he is forcing you to look at him. Finger under chin.

Lord Sesshomaru as we know him has left his shell of his body.

What stood before me with a powerful hunger and need, was nothing but the Devil himself.

"My turn." Lord Sesshomaru growled as his sharp canine scraped his lower lip and drew blood.

My eyes drew to the nick as he was the first to make the move. Leaning toward me as I leaned toward him to except his kiss.

Gentle at first as he took the both of us to our knees, down to the floor of the forest.

My body seemed to have a mind of it's own.

Tongue darted out to touched his bloodied lip, then sliding across his lower lip till he parted his lips to except a more powerful kiss from me.

Tracing his perfect white teeth only to stop at the sharp canines.

Tasting Sesshomaru now more fully than before was way different than the first time we had kissed.

We parted our kiss long enough for him to lay me fully on my back, I was now between his knees as he straddled me.

This was maddening.

His hand on my bare thing, nails scraping slowly up. I let out a whimper as he let out a low deep throated moan.

Looking me over as his hand parted his kimono I wore for protection.

Sesshomaru's eyes became a darker shade of amber with a hint of red.

Sesshomaru stood to finish disrobing himself. I forced myself to look away as I covered myself with my arms and closing my legs together.

"Curse You." He said through grounding teeth. As if all that was happening was all my fault.

Slowly he inched my legs apart as he eased himself between them.

Feeling warm tears forming in my eyes as my hand went to the sides of his face.

Coming to realize there was no escaping the inviable, no use in begging, pleading or denying

him.

Then again this is what I am wanting now.

Sesshomaru's knees parted my legs more fully, I could now feel the warmth of his bare legs between mine.

His eyes like a snake, now hypnotizing his prey. I couldn't look away from his gaze.

Tried to swallow, but the lump in my throat was too big, I believed it was my heart in my throat.

All I could do was welcome him with an open mind, heart and open arms.

My legs slid up his to be tight like vise grips against his thighs.

His hand did it's mad dance between us to my parted legs to help himself enter me.

The pain of him being too big caused me to cry out. Sesshomaru's teeth bore down on the soft part of my shoulder.

Bucking toward him, only to force him deeper in me.

He became completely still once fully inside. As if to let my body relax and mold the perfect sheath around him. Giving me much needed time to breath.

Sweat beads the size of a coin rolled down my face as I turned away from him.

I was not worthy to be here with him like this.

I realized my fingernails were dug in him to the quick. Retracted them slowly only to extend them back into his back as he began to move in and out of me.

I was now becoming to enjoy this newness of mating.

Movement became much wilder as I began to except him more fully.

This mad ritual seemed to last for hours, even to the point of becoming sore and not standing no more.

For it seemed the more Sesshomaru released himself, the more in heat and demanding he became.

This last time I cried out for mercy, it was granted.

Sleep refused to come easy.

I was hating myself for what just happened.

I could not dare look upon Lord Sesshomaru, even as he slept. He holds me to him, I dare not move. Couldn't get his awake or riled up, couldn't allow what just happen, not again. God forbid.

The more I hated myself, the more I loved Sesshomaru.

But let me get out of this hell I am caught in and I will make sure this will never happen again( Mating) with him or anyone for that matter.

Sleep found me, a bit too late. I woke to find Lord Sesshomaru gone.

It hurt of move, but move I did to the hot spring.

Washing places that were painful to the touch.

Crying out, it drew the attention of Lord Sesshomaru.

"Leave me please...in peace." I cried looking away with embarrassment written all over me.

"We can leave now." He said turning and walking away to give me this private moment.

Could his cold way of words, mean he was back to his old self?

Leaving me alone in my changed life.