Alternate | Seokjin [√]

I

❝I feel tired tonight
A word that you can’t forget in a breeze
Sorry, for not turning back
Sorry, for selfish self of mine❞

-sorry, the rose

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eunsuen:
it's been a year

eunsuen:
today it's been one year since your death sunbae

eunsuen:
i met with your family today and i hope this makes you happy that they weren't crying. they were really sad but they didn't cry

eunsuen:
i know you'd be sad if they cry

eunsuen:
i often meet up with your mom so you don't need to worry about her she's not all alone

eunsuen:
I'll always watch over her it's my promise

eunsuen:
ah..

eunsuen:
why am i again sending you messages when you'll never see them

eunsuen:
is it okay to say I'm crying?

eunsuen:
i wish.. i wish so much i had this courage to text you or talk to you when you were alive

eunsuen:
maybe. just maybe i could've known

eunsuen:
i could've known the cause of your death

eunsuen:
I'm sorry

eunsuen:
I'm so sorry

eunsuen:
why did you kill yourself? why?

eunsuen:
GOD I'M SUCH A MESS RIGHT NOW

eunsuen:
stupidly sending messages again to this number when it doesn't exist anymore

eunsuen:
and every time i tell myself that this is the last time and i wouldn't send another text again

eunsuen:
maybe it's just me trying to shrug off my guilty feels

seen at 12:54 am

eunsuen:
how is it seen??

seen at 12:56 am

eunsuen:
this number exists??!??

seen at 12:57 am

eunsuen:
wait who are you???

kim.seokjin:
shouldn't that be my question?

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a/n: inspired from kimi no nawa and orange

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