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I try. I try so hard to be perfect for everyone. And they all think that I don’t have a care in the world. What they don’t know is that I’m practically an insomniac, because off all my worries. Insecurities. What I woudnt give to be truly happy. But, fake it till you make it, right?
“Wake up, Clarisse!” my twin brother shouts upstairs. Crap, I slept in. I should have been the one yelling that to him. My mom, to put it bluntly is a drunk, and my dad left a year ago. But nobody knows, because appearances are everything. I’m a bomb like Hazel from The Fault in Our Stars, but instead of erupting from cancer, I am going to erupt from holding in my feelings.
As I get dressed, I think about school. Today’s the first day and it means everything. No boys allowed, and I need to get a minimum 4.5 GPA this year. I’m getting out of Lanty, Idaho. California and Stanford here I come. I put on my favorite pair of black lululemon leggings, and a pink crop top from Hollister. I run downstairs stuff a bagel in my mouth, and run to my brother waiting in the car we share. As a sorry I am leaving present, my dad bought us a blue Lexus car to share. My brother hits the gas, and the car lurches forward. In ten minutes I see the brick school become visible. I see the blondes in tight clothes, and I stride to them. We have nothing in common, but they give me something to do when I don’t want to sulk around my house.
“Hey girl!” my ‘bestie’ Talia says. Then she goes back to chatting about some stupid party, that is ‘so the party of the year’. I go back to tuning out, till I hear someone say my name.
“So have you seen the new guy?” my other friend Laya asks. “I heard he is a hottie.”
“No, but either way I am not interested. No guys till after high school.”
“That bitch, Mallory, will probably try to take him. I saw her this morning, and she gave me the middle finger. Like who does she think she is?”
“I don’t know, but today’s the first day so we can’t be late. Let’s get to class.”
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