Cigarette lighters ~ Fillie {sequel to shattered glass}

•No where to go•

Millie's p.o.v~

After this morning, I just went to class, I haven't seen Finn since then and I really wanted to. It was 4th period, just before lunch, the bell goes and we get dismissed. Me and iris walk down the hallway and chat, slowly being drowned out my the sound of her heels clicking on the floor. We make it to the lunch table and I notice Finn isn't there, I hear a phone go and iris gets up to leave. I look at her puzzled, "Oh, uh Millie I am just going to the toilet, brb babes!" She says and I nod, when she turns the corner I look up from my food and notice that she left her phone, so I grab it and walk towards the bathroom. I turn the corner and see a sight I never wanted to see, Rowan blanchwood, the royal bitch of the school, lips on Finn Wolfhards.

I freeze, I don't know what to think, just as planed iris walks out of He bathroom, "Oh hay mill-" and stops talking when she sees too, I trop my apple and they turn around as Finn pushes her away and wipes his lips in disgust. "Millie! It's not w-" I snapped, finally.

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT FINN, I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOU HURTING ME! IT DONE I AM OVER IT AND YOU! DONT YOU DARE! SPEAK TO ME AGAIN YOU PATHETIC LITTLE DICKHEAD! I REALLY THOUGHT YOU WIULD REDEAM YOURSELF, BUT PEOPLE LIKE YOU NEVER CHANGE!" I scream now crying, I don't even know what else he said, because by that time I was already in my car and driving home.

I ran inside, up to bedroom with my face stained with tears. I run to my wardrobe and rip all the pictures of us off my board and hall all his clothes out of my wardrobe. I grab a metal bin from the garage and run to the backyard. I put all his clothes, pictures, letters etc. In the bin and set it a light. I fall to my knees crying, I jut can't stop crying. I promised myself to never let my walls down, never let myself fall for Finn and not to cry over him, I just broke my own rules. I heard a banging on the door and I quickly grabbed a bucket, filled it with water from my pool, and put the fire out. A second loud bang rang through my house.
"I AM COMING!" I yelled.
I quickly hide the bin and run to the front door. I open it and see someone I didn't want to see, Finn Fucking Wolfhard. I roll my eyes and go to close the door when he stops me.
"No! Millie please?" He says and I wave him in. We sit on my big sofa and he starts to explain.
"Ok, here goes. Rowan, or should I say the Bitch, told me that if I didn't kiss her that she would hurt you, spread rumours and slut shame you. I didn't want that happening to you. So, I kinda kissed her..." he trailed on,
"Finn, I don't care about that bitch and I don't care why you kissed her. I though you were more loyal than that Finn, let me ask you this, if I didn't see you would you have told me you guys kissed?" I asked looking into his eyes. He didn't reply and I lost it.
"Thought so," I scoffed and grabbed my leather jacket and ran, I ran out of my own house.

I ran for what felt like hours until I came in contact with someone. I looked up and immediately recognised him. He was in the year above me, good first impressions right?

"Shit, I am sorry I wasn't looking," he said as he helped me up.

"Oh no I was the one running, no problem." I smile. He looks at me worried.

"Uh, I am cole, and your Millie right? The one that made fun of that Jacob guy at school today?" He said and I chuckled.

"Guilty," I said and I felt tears coming on and I just broke down.

"Hay, Hay, hay are you okay he said as he slid down the wall beside me.

"I have nowhere to go," I cried into his shirt as we sag there, in the middle of the street, out only light being the moon.