I never felt anything. All my life I've watched kids feel sad,angry,happy,mad. I never felt any,I only feel pity, for this man who's trying so hard to make me normal, to make me feel. I pity my father. My mother always says "One day you'll meet someone, he will make you complete." My father and mother got into fights about me. My mother didn't care. My father did. As I grew older my emotions never changed, I felt empty, broken. The kids would bully me for it, but I didn't even fell sad or rage about it. My parents fighting got worse. I didn't want them to break up. So I pretended to feel. I pretended to care, to be happy, to cry, to be mad. The bulling at school stopped. My parents were happy, but deep down I think my father knew I was faking. I tried to lead a normal life. As I got even older I wanted to feel something, anything. I tried everything to feel...but nothing came, just a hollow heart. Then one day, the first day of school. I ran into him. My Senpai. I was in love. I felt something for the first time. A real emotion. Love. Only to be met with another emotion, rage. There are girls at this school who want them for themselves. I don't care what I have to do. I don't care who I have to hurt. I don't care who I have to...kill. Senpai will be mine....he doesn't have a choice.
Authors Note:
Ok this is a backstory. I will take off from the first time she met her Senpai. Ok bye
- PHYCO OUT
