The fault in our stars fanfic

Chapter one

It has been months since what happened with Augustus. I was still pretty depressed. I didn't want to get out of my bed for any longer then it took to use the bathroom or get food from the kitchen. Of course my mom has other plans for me.

"Hazel you have to go." She would always say

"But why?" I would always answer. "They aren't helping me at all. And it's always a reminder" she always knew what reminder

"Can't you go for Isaac. He's blind, hazel. He was his friend too you know" after what happened no one that knew Augustus would say his name in front of me any more. I hated it because it made me think that they thought I was too weak to handle it.

"Augustus. He was friends with Augustus. You an say his name mom" I turned to head for my room but I knew she'd follow me there and keep the argument going. I turned around and headed for the door, dragging Phillip with me.

"You know what, I think I will go to support group" and I'd always go in the end.

Every time, I thought to my self, I go every time. I helped Isaac into my car and I drove to support group.

"You know I kinda forgot how to drive" he says

"You wanna take my care for a spin?" I said

"Nah last time we did that I crashed your moms car in a grocery shop" I laughed a bit.

I pulled into the church parking lot. When the news was still fresh every where I went people gave me a look like I was an abused puppy. I gripped Phillip and kept walking. Now people forgot all about Augustus's death. Well except for me and Isaac but we don't count. And there's also a list of people who died that the head of support group (someone help with his name?) keeps. and every time he reads it at the end of the meeting it's like his death is renewed again.

"So hazel. tell us. How are you?" He says

"I'm fine, you know. I only have cancer in my lunges and sometimes I can't breath but I'm perfectly fine" I say sarcastically. Out of the corner of my eye I see Isaac smile. Well that was a bit insensitive.

I don't really focus on what's happening during support. Honestly who does? most of the times I just fade into another world. One where Augustus was there. It usually feels like a dream. Everything around us is light. It's like capital s Somewhere. He still looks the same. When he sees me he gives me one of his crooked smiles.

"Hazel?" The voice was fuzzy and sounded distant but it didn't sound like Augustus's

"Hazel?" I heard it again. Then I heard distant sirens.

"Hazel!!" I recognized the voice. It was Isaac. He sounded worried. I wondered what he wanted. I didn't want to go back. I wanted to stay with Augustus. But I came back anyway but I was in the hospital, not support.

Isaac was in one of the guest chairs.

"Isaac? what happened?"

He looked up. "Hazel. We thought you died. You weren't breathing or responding"

(Well I hope you enjoyed that!! I'll do the next chapter as soon as I get some readers)