Without Regrets

Chapter 1

Monday June, 30th 2014

Dear Charlie,

You may not know who I am, but just like you, I am lonely, awkward and sometimes in the need to write to a make believe character that some how understand the problems of my life. I am not the same, but not different in a way. I have friends but none close enough to where they would hang out with me. Or choose to invite me places. I'm just left to pens and paper. But my name is Sabian, and I am just glad to meet my equal.

Without Regrets,

Sabian

Friday, January 23rd 2015

Dear Charlie,

Sorry for leaving you in the dust. I needed to finish my story before I could tell it. So over past months my life has been plagued by love, lust and a lot of fuck yous. But before I can tell you, I feel I need to tell you more about myself. I write songs and want to become a singer/songwriter one day, and I as well write stories. In my next letter, I will begin my story.

Without Regrets,

Sabian

Monday, January 26th 2015

Dear Charlie,

My story starts around 2 years ago. With a him and a her. I will disclose their names for their and my own safety. Because with love you never know what will happen. So I will call them Paul and Ruby. They were intertwined in a romantic relationship that I had a terrible jealously for. This was because I had dying likeness for Ruby. And Paul, well he was a great friend. So I decided maybe the relationship would have a fall out.

It didn't.

I tried so hard to get over it but I somehow just didn't.

Without Regrets,

Sabian

Dear Sabian,

I have come into contact with Charlie and says he has read your letters. He also asked me to write you back cause he doesn't have time to write you back at the moment. But nevertheless, he has shared the letters with me and I think you have the potential of being a better writer than he is. Go out and buy a suit.

The Straightest

Patrick

P.S. Without Regrets? I love it.

END OF CHAPTER

Chapter 2

Friday, January 30th 2015

Dear Charlie,

So one day, they split. I never knew at the time. I saw Ruby a bunch during the summer a lot due to the constant band camp (forgot to mention I'm a percussionist). So I end up getting back in contact with Paul and he said that they were done. I guess I could I seized the moment. She was in my first period and I was peaking my crush to her. But she couldn't see.

During the semester, I took a 3 day break with my dad to New York. I saw beauty everywhere and I even sent her photos and said she was as beautiful, or even more, than the city. I know, you're thinking "what does this have to do with anything ", well, believe me, it does. Coming back, She didn't notice I was there, she didn't notice I was even gone.

Anger. Everywhere. Flooding from my head to heart. I went silent.

Sunday, February 2nd 2015

Dear Charlie,

We have reached the before midpoint of the story. I'm sorry about forgetting to tell you I'm in the band and also one other thing, I don't only write stories but songs as well. Anyways, back to the story.

I could have died, then and there. Nobody would care. I started to skip school, faking sicknesses.