We Were Destined to be together

PART VI

As usual I was running late. I hurried up, took my essentials and drove myself to shooting spot. Today I was feeling light. After a long time I was relieved. I broke up with my so called girlfriend. It was a 6 months old relationship. It was never a relationship based on love and trust. It was just a thing to satisfy human needs and desires. She neither understood me nor she tried to. I was also the same. There were no efforts to save our relationship as we were hardly affected by it.

I reached where I belong to. My workplace my dream my set. There's nothing much more important to me than acting. Today whatever I've achieved is because of my love towards my craft. Money, house, car, bank balance, love of fans and most importantly PRATIKSHA. Yes I've realised my love for her. It's not mere attraction which draws me towards her it's something beautiful which makes me fall for her every single day. I love her without any conditions and without any expectations. I know she can never be mine as the way I'll love to but I also know that I have earned her trust and friendship for lifetime. If she will be happy I will be much more happier or rather happiest. I know I used to make fun of these kind of emotions but now that I've realised it I have great respect for people who love others unconditionally. It's one of the most beautiful feeling of this world. I hope that someday I will gather the courage to confess my feelings to Pratiksha but seeing her happy with Rahul makes it impossible. From past few days I've been trying to avoid her. I know it's silly but I want myself to be habituated without her. She is not going to be with me always. This show will come to an end and so our togetherness. I hope I can live without her because I don't want to be a drunkard Devdas and become a loser. I want my love to be my strength not my weakness. As it's said love makes you strong I hope I will be strong enough to live without her love.

Pra:Where are you lost? I am noticing you these days. You always seem lost. You didn't greet me the way you used to do before. What happened? Are you all right?

Aks:No what will happen to me. I am absolutely fit and fine.

Pra:Do I look a fool to you? Or do you think you are the only intelligent one here? I know something is bothering you. Just tell me what's it?

There was no point in arguing with her so I decided to tell her about my break up.

Aks:I broke up with Nisha.

Pra:What? When? Why? How?

Aks:Yes you heard it right I broke up with her yesterday because we think we are not compatible enough and the answer to your how is a long one so leave it.

Pra:Oh god! Is this a reason to end a relationship? You two should talk to each other with cool mind. I am sure there will be a solution.

Aks:Come on Pratiksha chill. It's not that bad as you are thinking. We are hardly affected by it.

Pra:Yes I can see that you are hardly affected by it. You are not talking to me nicely from few days. You don't joke around. You've become too serious. You hardly spend time with us and you are saying you are all cool.

Shit!! she has noticed everything. How am I avoiding her and running away from her. I need to show her that I am affected by my break up otherwise she will definitely get suspicious.

Aks:yes I am not ok. How can you expect someone to be ok after a break up? And that too with someone sexy like Nisha? But leave it we can never ever get back together.

Pra:Oh come on Akshat at least try for once. She might be waiting for your effort. She is a girl and you are a guy she will expect something from you. Call her now and ask her to meet you. Talk to her and solve all the issues.