Close my eyes as tight as possible
Try as hard as i can to stop the tears
But the tears still come
Rolling down my face
But unlike the pain the tears will stop
From the outside things will look ok
But i will never be the same
The pain will altor me forever
My heart ripped to shreds
Sleepless nights, starving my body
Cry my self to sleep
A slow painful heart brake
My starving body not getting better
My borken heart not healing
As i blame my self the tears only come more
But with no ease to the pain
I try to find a end that is not there
I try to save my self
The pain only gets worse
I sleep less
I eat less
I become less of a person
Lossing myself in the pain
I cant see throuh the tears
I cant see myself
I cant see you
