The Words I Thought But Never Said

Alone

I don't know what's wrong with me
What do I do that makes people flee?
I never seem to be able to keep a friend
No matter what I do all my friendships end

I exhaust myself screaming my pain out loud
People pass by like they don't hear a sound
All my cries are lost to the wind
On my sadness no one picks up the hint

Why is it that I'm always left behind?
I'm always alone with dark thoughts on my mind
This loneliness is slowly breaking my heart
I can feel myself being torn apart

Would someone care were I to disappear?
Would someone notice if I'm swallowed by fear?
All I want is someone to stay by my side
Who, when I need them, wouldn't hide

I guess its my fate to be left alone
Kindness and love I'm not meant to be shown