My friends call me I'm crazy that I'm in love with someone I've never met. All they say is that I'm just going to end up brokenhearted, that our love is blinding me so badly that I won't see what I already have here.
Sometimes I think their right, but I don't care. I love you.
In my eyes your perfect. I don't care if we've never met in person, but we do know each other well enough to know what we will see if we do meet in person. My love for you will never change, no matter what. You care for me, and you say you love me. I know you do but I often wonder why... Yeah there's a age difference but we still are the same people. We met at a place where I never thought I'd fall in love.
I wonder... Will we ever really see each other in person?
This question haunts me every day, because every second, every hour of the day your on my mind. No matter what I do I can't stop thinking about you. And when I think of you that question comes along, every time, at least once a day. It hurts my heart because I know the answer... I don't want it to be true but sadly it is.
What's going to happen to happen if you find a girl, the one that wants to have a relationship, wants you every day, talks to you every day, and eventually starts loving you? All while you think she's beautiful, want her everyday and you talk to her every day, then you start loving her.
What will happen between us? I also know that answer. We will stop talking. You'll forget about me, you will be able to love her more than you ever were to love me. She will be perfect for you. No matter how hard it is to say any of this, it's even harder to say that I'm happy for you.
When this happens, I will leave before you know it. You will stop chatting with me forever, and live your life with this girl. I wish that you would never forget me, but I also hope you do forget me.
I know your going to say I'll never forget you, but that's a lie. You will have to forget me. You need to forget me.
All of this will shatter my heart, the heart that you put back together. But it doesn't matter, as long as your happy, I'm happy.
All you need to know now is that I loved you, and always will.
I love you R.N.H. I hope you have a wonderful life.
Love,
R.R.P
