Sinful Desires

Birthday Boy

"I have no idea what do get him and his birthday is tomorrow." My childhood friend smiled at me and pulled on my shirt sleeve and into store.

"How about a nice pair of socks?" Lillian said holding up a pair of Nike socks and some people in the store looked at her strangely. I put her arms down and forcefully took the socks from her.

"He's my best friend, not my co-worker!" Lillian stopped moving and glared directly into my eyes with a 'watch it' look. "One of my best friends." I roll my eyes. "Anyway, I can't just get him some socks." Now it's Lillian's turn to roll her eyes.

"Look," she says exasperated, "It's either something funny and stupid--like socks, or something deep and meaningful. And I didn't think you were a 'deep and meaningful' kind of girl." I roll my head back and let out an exaggerated sigh, causing more weird looks from people.

"I'm not. I just feel like becoming 21 is a big birthday. You can't...Well you just don't get someone socks when they become a full adult." Lillian dragged me out of the store after noticing the people staring. "Well, what'd he get you for yours?" She asked once we were closer to the food cart and sat at one of the tables. Who knew a mall seemed so small after being in it for an hour?

"Concert tickets. Which was amazing, but it's purely coincidental that my favorite band was playing a show three days after my birthday, just 20 blocks away." Lillian stares at her feet, and I think she's finally accepted defeat until her eyes light up and a devious smile spreads across her lips as she leans foreword, closer to me.

"How about you make you make him a Spotify playlist full of sex songs. You can name it, 'Songs I'd Fuck You To.'" My eyes widen and my jaw drops. I didn't even notice I started to blush darkly. "What the hell are you talking about?" The words left my mouth lower than I wanted them to but I can't just change stuff like that though now I wish I could.

"C'mon admit it. You think Ben is totally sexy." She giggles, biting her lip when she sees my face, acting as though she's trying not to laugh loudly. I glance away from her and open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out. "All I'm saying is that this is a great chance for you to come clean about every dirty thing you've thought about that guy. He probably feels the same." She says waiting for a moment before continuing. "And if he doesn't, we can change college applications." She made a pretty good point. I didn't have much to lose and Ben's birthday provided the perfect opportunity to find out if he at least felt the same way.

"I'll...think about it," I say, trying not to let any of my growing excitement seep into my voice, nut I can tell Lillian notices by the way she shakes her head and smiles at me knowingly.

That night I stayed up until three in the morning crafting the perfect playlist. I was pretty confident by the end of it. I was just hoping the bravery could last until I gave it to him cause god knows I didn't have a back up plan. knowing me I'd probably pussy out.

Ben's birthday was amazing. I went over to his house with a couple other friends. We watched movies, played classic party games--like beer pong, and even went swimming in his aunt's pool. It would have been the perfect night, if my anxiety that was slowly eating away at me, no matter how hard I tried to hide it I know Ben could tell. He also didn't understand why I wanted to wait to give him his gift until after everyone left.

I glance at my phone as the last person walks out the door, 11:10pm the white numbers flashed on the lock screen. Ben's Aunt was already fast sleep, she's been like that for hours now, leaves us all to ourselves now, I could already feel my hands getting sweaty.

"So," Ben turns to me smiling, "Am I aloud to see what you got me now?" I purse my lips and take a deep breath. There's no turning back on.

"Check your phone," I mumble as he goes digging around in his pocket for a moment, before it finally resurfaces and he's holding his phone. He gives me a questioning look as he unlocks his phone and finds the message I sent him when he was busy with saying he's goodbyes to his guests earlier. His eyebrows furrow and he swallows hard when he clicks the link.

"Hah...What is this?" I watch him carefully as his eyes scan the screen, then look back up at me, a mix of confusion, excitement, and nervousness present on his face. I kept the title Lillian suggested since it was simple and straight to the point. And it worked. "I...Don't know what to say." Ben's eyes showcase the wide range of emotions running through his head.

"Oh, wow, uh, it's fine. Totally fine. Imma go then. Just forget it okay?" I run my hand through my hair, I would not cry in front of him so I held back my emotions. I took a few steps back and was about to turn around when Ben's hands gripped my shoulders. "Hold on." His voice was a bit raspy now.

"Look I get it you don't have the same feelings lets just forget about it." I try to get out of his grip but he tightens his hold on me. I try to avoid his gaze, if I looked into those eyes right now I may break down.

"Oh my god. Can you just chill, for like five fucking seconds? I like it. I'm just surprised." He finishes thoughtfully, a slight blush coloring his cheeks. I couldn't help but stare at him now. He smirked at me and picked me up heading straight to his bedroom. I didn't even have to protest cause by the time my brain started to work again I was sitting on his bed. "Let's see what songs you put in here huh?"

He starts the playlist and "Feel it" by Jacquees drifts from the speaker of his phone. He sits and listens to beginning of the song and looks over to me as I blush. "I didn't know you liked music like this." He comment and rubbed my thigh slowly. "I like it though." I let out a breath, relieved, but Ben doesn't give me much time to relish it as her pins me down on his bed. His mouth all over my neck in an instant, kissing and sucking skillfully. He must've done this before or maybe its because I've never had it done it to me that made it feel to intense. Ben pulls off my shirt and goes straight back to giving me attention, I couldn't help but moan his name as he hummed against my neck.

Ben kisses a path down my belly, his fingers hooking in the waistband of my pants and tugging them down slowly. I stare up at the ceiling, my breath coming out short and fast. "Breathe." His voice was smooth and husky, laced with lust, the air from his mouth spreading goosebumps all over my skin. He finishes pulling off my pants and stares down at me. "Damn you're so beautiful. You don't know how much I've wanted this."

"Show me how much you wanted this then." I murmur into his ear, loving the way his body quivers above me. He forcefully grabs my wrists and puts my arms above my head, his lips just centimeters from mine then he thrusts himself inside me. "Shit." He breathed out, his breath fanning my face as I bit my lip in pain and pleasure.

"You good baby?" He looked down at me and all I could do was nod my head, I didn't even know how to speak in the moment all I could think about was him, more so him deep inside me. My eyes fluttered shut and Ben begins to thrust rhythmically.

"Fuck you're so tight." He moans out and presses his lips back against mine to keep himself silenced. He untangles one of his hands from mine and brings it against my clit, rubbing figure eight patterns against me. I screw my eyes closed tighter, moaning softly in response. I feel myself tighten around him as I reach my first ever climax. I can tell he knows I'm close since he starts to go slow and hard, rubbing each space inside me perfectly. His low grunts were like music, slowing bringing me closer to climax. My back arches and his hands move to my waist, his thrusts becoming sloppily as my moans started to drown out the music in the background. I wrap my legs around his waist as I cum hard. He grunts loudly and thrusts a few more times before cumming deep inside me. "Holy shit." he mumbles and pulls out, laying next to me.

"I know right?" I say breathlessly, causing him to let out a small laugh. "So...Uh happy birthday. Hopefully that was a good present."

"Damn straight it was." He said kissing me again and pulling me close to him. Then a loud banging came from the door, and a woman's voice yelled out to us.

"Please tell me you guys used protection!" It was Ben's aunt, my eyes widened and I looked at him. He just smirked at me and shrugged.