please help me (demi lovato fanfic discontinued)

chapter fourteen

Amara's POV

I wake up with demi's arms tightly wrapped around my waist. I noticed that I was not in the clothes I was in last night . and they for sure weren't mine.

At that moment I then realized all the events that took place last night. I wanted to burst into tears but I didn't want to wake nor worry demi

I cuddled closer to her to hide the tears that had fallen from my cheeks. I felt her stir in her sleep. which meant she was starting to wake.

she wrapped her arms tighter around my waist. At that moment, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I couldn't stop the tears. I couldn't hold back.

I bursted out in tears, waking the now fully awake demi out of her slumber .

"talk to me baby girl what happened?" she asked in a worried tone

I just got closer to her as if that was possible, and continued to cry. she sat me up on her lap and rubbed circles on my back and started to rock back and fourth.

I continued to cry for what seemed like forever but then demi started to sing nightingale to me .

I immediately grabbed her tighter . I felt so safe in her arms. it was like being in a different world when she was with me .

"go back to sleep baby girl we can talk when you wake" she said soothingly

an instant wave of nervousness came over me when she said "talk"

I started crying even harder but she just continued to rock and sing me to sleep.

soon after I let sleep take over me body

*****later that morning*****

I wake up In demi's bed by myself. I hear the shower going so I figured she was in there. I layed there for a couple of minuets then she came out with her hair and body wrapped up in a towel.

"good morning baby girl how'd you sleep" she asked

"good I guess" I said looking down trying not to stare at her mesmerizing body

" okay well as soon as I get dressed I will take you back to hannah" she said taking her hair out of the towel.

"okay" I replied

she made her way back into the bathroom. i hear the blow dryer going off she I just lay down staring at the ceiling .

I notice she came back out of the bathroom still In her towel. I would have thought she would have changed in the bathroom already.

she dropped her towel and began to get dressed . I tried so hard to not look at her amazing body but I couldn't help myself .

I guess she caught me staring so she giggles as I turn my head with shame.

"don't worry baby girl it's nothing to be ashamed of. I mean if I saw you changing I would want to look to" she said giggling

I blushed a little by that comment but then instantly stopped because I remembered who would want to look at this fat body? no one that's who.

"want to get breakfast then we can head back to hannah?" she asked while putting on her shirt

"um.. nah I'm not really a breakfast person" I said hoping she wouldn't catch on to anything.

"well you're in luck because it's past noon so it's lunch" she said with a smirk

"well I'm not really that hungry so I think I'll just head back" I said sitting up getting ready to leave

next thing I know demi has me straddled down onto the bed preventing me from leaving

"I'm not letting you leave unless you eat something" she said in a serious tone

"no" I replied harshly

" you don't have to worry about your weight you can already see your ribs I'm surprised I'm not squishing you right now I carried you like it was nothing yesterday night" she replied

a few tears slipped out of my eyes then she picked me up and cuddled with me for a little when there was a knock on the door

"come in" demi said

Hannah walked through the door and sort of stopped in her tracks but then continued to walk and sit on the bed next to me

"hey baby" she said pecking my lips

"hey" I said as I curled back up to demi

"she's just a little upset right now I can bring her back In a little bit" demi told Hannah

Hannah looked really mad but I was to out of it to say or do anything

the door shut and demi held me even closer if that was possible

"don't worry baby everything's going to be fine" demi told me as she pecked my lips and we continued to watch tv

'what am I doing?'

'I shouldn't have let Hannah leave'

'does demi like me?'

I kept having thought run through my mind but decided to Ignore them as I once again drifted off the sleep.