Ranks: #1 eyesonyou
I couldn't focus on our steps because Yugyeom put the rose on my lips and leaned in. My heart stopped as his lips kissed the rose making my eyes go wide, but unfortunately he wasn't the only reason.
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Bambam P.O.V.
My body was completing shaking while trying to unlock the front door to my new apartment. Every time I was close I would just drop the keys to the floor. After the third time I just stood there dazing at the silver keys that were reflecting from the bright overhead lights. I glanced around making sure no one was around to watch me in this state and bent down to grab the keys for the last time. A drop of water landed on the keys turning my attention to my reflection in them. My tear stained face looked horrible to the point I couldn't recognize myself anymore. Puffy red eyes matched with eyeliner dripping down.. I felt more tears landing on my hand and dripping to the floor. Lifting the keys I finally unlocked the door and headed straight towards my bathroom to fully see my damage. Wow. Walking seems to be the only straight thing I can do.
I sped walked down the dark path leading to my master bathroom and just stared at the person who just ruined their own life. What was I thinking? I wiped the remaining tears and started digging under my sink to find the thing I needed. I needed to ease the pain. I needed to forget about what happened earlier. I just needed to stop thinking. I finally located the basket filled with just the things I needed.
"I honestly can't believe I'm about to do this." I whispered to myself looking for a towel in the nearby closet. I pulled out 3 clean ones that smelled intoxicating from my lavender detergent. I started by setting one by my bathtub, one folded on the bathtubs edge, and one for when I'm done.
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*15 minutes later incase it won't load*
I began nodding my head and humming to Bang Bang Bang by BIGBANG while eating the leftover cucumbers that wouldn't fit on my face. I had a new face mask on just relaxing in the strawberry bubble bath that I think I definitely deserved at this point. I took the cucumber that was on my right eye off, eating it and checking the time. 6:22. I should be at JYP practicing for our upcoming tour, but there is no way in hell I can face them right now. I felt my body tense from remembering Yugyeom's face after I confessed to him. The stunned face mocked my brain and no matter how much relaxing I was going to do, nothing would make it leave.
"B.I.G yea we bang like this, everyone together." I sang softly as I grabbed another piece of cucumber. "Like you've been shot." I proceeded to place it over my right eye to cover it again. "BANG! BANG! BANG!" I screamed releasing all my anger I held toward myself for not being a normal human and facing reality. Yugyeom didn't feel the same and that was something I was going to have to live with. I shouldn't have listened to Youngjae. Could I be a dick and try to blame this on him? That would be a lot easier right now.
