You'll Be Mine

Chapter Sixteen

HARPERS POV

"Let me go! He needs me!" I scream kicking against Dylan as I try to run back towards Ace

"Harper let him go" he says gently

I see Jax and two other guys walk out of his room with worried expressions. I know their feeling for their Alpha I can feel Ace's pain through out my body

"Jax!" I yell as Dylan carries me away down the steps "Jax! Tell him I'm so sorry!" I scream as he disappears from sight I turn and sob burrying my face into Dylan's shoulder as Heidi pats my back telling me it's okay

Heidi's wrong it's not okay that was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. It was worse then the beatings and the dark nasty dungeon I spent most of my childhood in. I just gave up the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel the hole tear through my chest breaking my heart to pieces at the thought that my mate hates me. I'm going to fight this curse and I'm going to win and then I'm going to go to Ace get down on all fours and beg his forgiveness. I'll beg him to take me back even if it takes the rest of my life. I will prove to him every single day how much I love him. I almost caved in and was about to tell Ace everything when he dropped to his knees in front of me. I've never seen Ace so vulnerable he's always been the strong one.. I broke him. I literally broke him. I'm going to try to fight for him so that I can have a life with him. He doesn't know that all of the things he told me were the exact things I felt about him. I will be the one to rip my own heart out and get down on my knees and gladly hand it over to him if he still wanted it. I already knew the things he told me about him just from being around him. It was just my lame excuse to end things to protect him. My heart flutters his name is Angel. He's my Angel sent from the goddess to give me a reason to fight this. I just had to find things to say because I knew he wouldn't let me go without a fight. I laid limp in Dylan's arms as he carried me out to the black SUV that's taking us to granny's. I can feel a giant hole in my chest forming as sadness takes over my mind and soul. I hope I did the right thing is my last thought before closing my eyes and succumbing to the pain.

THREE WEEKS LATER

"Harper get up you need to go to school you've been out for three weeks."

"No! This is all your fault why won't you at least let me talk to him?"

"Harper" Heidi growls "let me in"

"No. If you come in here I'll throw you out again I can't control it."

I've had no control over my powers for the last three weeks. The other night I got this weird cramping in the bottom of my stomach the same way it felt when I first shifted and before I knew it I was on all fours in Silver Wolf form. Then my powers started becoming uncontrollable and I can do way more with them then before. Everything shakes in my room and if anyone comes into my room they get thrown out or shocked by my shield that's around me. I can start having visions of the future now without having to have skin contact with that person. I can see what other people are doing who ever I'm thinking about and that person lately has been Ace. He hasn't been out of his room either. He didn't get back home until a week ago. He ran to parts of the country I've never seen before I don't know exactly where he ran to but he howled a lot at the moon. It was a horrible howl he gave it all of his agony. It clawed at my heart to hear it he let himself go to his wolf and he hunted... a lot. Then ran back home where he's stayed since. Sometimes when I can't sleep I think about Ace and I'm transported to his room spiritually I wish I could do it physically. He hasn't slept either and he's been drinking. My heart swells for him I want to tell him everything but I'm just trying to keep him safe if this all wasn't for his protection I would have told him and we'd be together right now if I knew that my powers wouldn't take me over and kill everything in its path. I've been so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't even notice Heidi come in. She should have been shocked or thrown out.