A Day in a Life

The beginning

Hi, I'm James Ramierez and I wanna tell you the story of my life, well at least recently. There's this question that always seem to render my sense of thought, it's a question I feel humanity has been trying to answer since the beginning, why are we here? Well I started thinking this way ever since I started middle school. When I started everything seem fine, except for my so called friends. They always wanted to find a way to infuriate me with such childish acts, but at one point I couldn't take it anymore so I just left  and after that day I started asking questions to myself like why is life such a pain in the ass? but hey not even the most intellectual scientists with an I.Q. of 600 can even answer.

Well as time passed the question seem to leave me, ever since I went out with Julie Hernandez my life has been great, well at least I thought it'll be great. After a few months of going out with her we had so much arguments that it started to be overwhelming but I resume our relationship. I seem to start to fade away from her, I started talking to this girl Melissa Gomez and I expressed my feelings to her and how I just loved her and wanted to be with her and she felt the same way, except I was in a relationship with Julie.

I wanted to break up with Julie, but soon after Melissa went back out with her boyfriend to protect him. Now at this point I seem to question every aspect of my life, I don't know why but I seem to start talking to myself in my head I don't know if it's crazy but then again I don't care. I always thought of life as a beautiful blissful thing from God but now that I see it I feel like instead of it being a blessing it's a punishment we seem to suffer more and more but we get no redemption so we just keep living on. I really don't know the meaning to life if it's either to reach a goal or just living and experiencing life but all I seem to know is that it sucks.