Ren X Haru~ {Super Lovers} Your Mine

Last Night

Haru's POV
"I wonder what's taking Ren so long?" I said looking at Shima.

Shima gazed at the clock and smiled a weak smile, "He's probably just taking his time changing."

"Yeah I know but-"

Aki came downstairs and grabbed his school bag slinging it over his shoulder. "Haru, give it a rest Ren isn't a little kid you know?"

"AH wha-at?" Shocked by his sudden intrusion of words.

Shima nodded his head agreeing with Aki. I hated whenever they agreed on something against me or when they talked in silent twin mode telepathically. I am never able to understand what they are trying to say.

Shima sighed. "Haru listen what we are trying to say is to give Ren a bit of space to..."

"To what?" I questioningly asked. Shima wasn't able to meet my eyes and took off his glasses and continuously started wiping them with a piece of cloth. Why is he ignoring my question?

Aki glared at me and opened the front door. "TO GROW UP!" Aki turned around and scowled at me. "Haru, give Ren space to grow up and experience more things on his own. He shouldn't always have to rely on you. Let him do his own things."

And with those few words said, Aki left the house with Shima trailing behind him not saying a single word.

I placed the Turkish breakfast on the table. A plate filled with good nutrients was just what Ren needed. Lately, he seemed to have something troubled on his mind and hasn't been able to tell me what has been going on. It seemed as though Ren was trying to avoid me.

I waited a few minutes more for Ren to come downstairs and began to get restless and annoyed with his absence. Maybe Aki and Shima are right I can be very overprotective of Ren, but who can blame me? When Ren first came to Japan I was a terrible guardian, drinking, leaving him on his own and treating him badly. I can never forget the day when I told Ren to stay hidden in the bathroom when the twins came to visit me. I left him in there for hours forgetting about him whilst I was out. I would do anything to turn back time...

I shook my head. No point in thinking about the past now, what use would it bring? I checked my watch. Dammit. It's been over 20 minutes what is Ren doing upstairs? Honestly, that kid needs to hurry up, or else he will be late to school. My gaze lingered on the untouched food that I had prepared and I began to unconsciously trace the plate. Something's wrong, but what is it? My hand flew up to my mouth. No...he wouldn't, would he? Is Ren... AAAHHHHH no it can't be, Ren is too young to be doing that right now! Stop thinking such perverted things. Maybe I should just call him to make sure he's okay. I walk to the staircase and took one step up the stairs.

"Ren are you okay?" I yelled out his name and waited for a response.

Silence

Now I was beginning to get really worried. Halfway up, I decide to call out his name again, he probably didn't hear me the first time.

"Ren?"

Still no response

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Standing outside Ren's door was the most nerve-racking thing I have ever done. I am currently biting my nails, a childish trait I haven't done so for many years, and reciting a mantra several times underneath my breath pleading for Ren to not be doing what I think he might be doing.

-10 seconds later-

I'm still standing outside Ren's door debating on what to do. Should I go inside, knock on his door, or wait patiently outside like a worried parent. I place my ear to Ren's door and listen out for any noises. I can't pick up anything, not even a peep from him. The thought of Ren masturbating gave me a sudden chill as the feeling to comfort and hold him overwhelmed me. He is still a child. He may even be confused and scared at what's happening to his body. Why doesn't he talk to me anymore?