Why Me?

Chapter 6

Rachel's POV~

For the first time in awhile, I actually had a good night's sleep. I didn't have anymore nightmares last night after I saw my dad. God I can't believe I saw him last night and that he was here in my room with me. I missed him so much and I'm so happy I saw him, but at the same time it makes him not being here harder. Knowing that I saw him and that he won't be back any time sooner is hard. 

I woke up to my alarm this morning and got ready for school. My family was a little surprised I wasn't up already but I don't care. Even though I was up at the same time as everyone else, I was still the first one ready. While I was getting ready though I saw my mom and Brice whispering about something. Normally I wouldn't care, but this time I heard my name. 

Brice took us to school again, but held my hand when I went to get out off the car. He told the rest of the guys that he wanted ot talk to me about something. 

"Hey so I don't know how your going to react so please don't get mad at me, this was mom's idea. She called you off of school today and you and I are going to go see some-"

"No Brice I don't want to see anyone else. I thought I was making good improvement with Dr. Reeds."

"And you are and if you let me finish we are going to see some people. They are going to be the ones talking to you. Trust me I think you are going to like this, hopefully."

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Where ever we were going was really far away. I asked Brice an hour after we left the school if we were almost there. He said that we still have two and a half hours left until we got there. What the hell. Where are we going for crying out loud? To my luck I was getting really tired as well and I don't know if I will have another nightmare. Of course luck was not on my side and I fell asleep.

***Flashback***

I was throw into that chair. It's the first time I've ever been in this chair. He had multiple rooms with multiple chairs. The first time I was in that plastic chair that he practically drowned me in. He would tilt my head back and bump buckets of water on my face and I couldn't breath. There was one time were he didn't care about the bucket and put the hose in my mouth while plugging my nose, the he just turn on the water. There were other rooms too, one to beat me, one to cut me, he even had one to whip me. This one was different though. It was a wooden chair with metal bumps going up the arm rest, legs, and the front of the chair. He put me in the chair and strapped down my anckles, wrists, chest, pelvis, and even my head. 

"Hello Rae, how are you feeling today? Good I hope. Are you ready for today's activities? I hope so, this is going to be so much fun...... for me at least." He laughed. 

"You disgusting pig. Your such a traitor. My family trusted you. My father trusted you, I trusted you!"

"You think I care if you trusted me or not. I don't."

"What do you even want from me? I don't have anything. Isn't this enough, locking me up, torturing me, starving me, and keeping me in this cold damp cell. Isn't it enough? Can't you just let me go."

"Ha let you go. If I let you go then I'm a dead man. I have no leverage against Castle."

"Your a dead man either way"

"That may be true but at least I can die with the satisfaction of knowing that I killed you right in front of him and he will never see you again. Now shut up and put this in your mouth. We don't want you getting hurt now do we." He laughed. He showed me the mouth guard and put it near my mouth so it could go in. When I didn't open my mouth though, he forcefully put it in my mouth. Then like usual he left the room. A couple minutes later there was a buzzing sound and then the most excruciating pain shot through my body. 

***End of Flashback***

My eyes shot open and on instinct I grabbed on to whatever was around me, hard.

"Ow! Hey are you ok? You're sweating." Damn of course I had to grab on to Brice.

"Yeah just another nightmare."

"Bo you want to go home? We can always come and do this another time."

"No I am good. How much longer until were there anyways?"

"About 20 minutes."

Exactly 20 minutes later we pulled up to this building. Brice and I got out of the car and walked into the building. We entered another room and there were a group of people sitting in a circle. I looked around and new most of the people here. They were my dad's closes friends.