Loud music blares inside the rundown stone building. The walls cracked, windows broken and forgotten. This is the reason it's perfect for the highschool and collage kids to all come here to party. The smell of pot and alcohol stains the air to the point it's suffocating. I stand with my friends in the line about to go in excited. So many thoughts running through my head. I shouldn't be here or this isn't you the most prominent, but my friends all said this place was amazing and I'd definitely meet new people. This may sound like the time of someone else's life but these thoughts and places terrify me. I count the people ahead of us. "Ten" I say to myself in my head. Nine, I start to sweat. Eight, my eyes dart around trying to find a way out. Seven, I feel my chest pounding. Six, I feel the pure anxiety kicking me "your fat and ugly no one wants you!" My thoughts scream. Five, "you've been alone so long man you need this" my friend tells me putting his hand on my shoulder. Four, "quit being a puss man let's get in here an party!" Another yells. The music is overwhelming as I arrive to the last of the rope leading to the door. Three, I watch the girl, Luke the first friend I mentioned brought her name is Katie enter. Luck follows her in with a smile as Jason practically sprints in. I now stand at the door the man beside it looks at me with cold eyes as I'm shoved in.