Chasing Campus

Irrepressible

JOHN 3:16

With all the shit happening I found myself in my room alot and alone most of the time. I figured there was not much more for me to do than pray on everyone's behalf. So I got down on my knees and did just that..

Dear God,

Its Asia, I know that I ain't your favorite Angel but I'm asking you to bless me with some stability. I feel like every time I get centered something goes wrong. I'm praying for myself, Juice, Cassius, and of course my mama. Send me a sign on how I can fix things for everyone's sake.

In Jesus name,

Amen

I found myself crying from thinking about all the shit I had currently been fucking up. To be a ho you must know how to handle all shapes and sizes of turmoil while remaining irrepressible. I just laid in my bed listening to India Arie's song Get It Together on repeat. I hadn't heard from Juice for the past week and I had washed some of the money in some accounts I had planted and in money orders written out to me. I had to clear my head because a hoe never worries herself on simple shit. I got my shit together to head to the study group at 8 for Trig.

I had a test coming up in that damn Trig and I had found a study group to help me out because I hated math. When I arrived to the library there was the damn man of the hour leading the way, Christian. "Asia I see you finally got a book, welcome to the group" he said as everyone waved at me welcoming me to have a seat. We studied for a solid hour before taking a half hour break, I walked to the Starbucks on campus and ordered a grande white chocolate mocha at kids temp. "Asia" the barista yelled notifying me my drink was ready as I grabbed the cup I turned to walk away and caught a quick glimpse of a fine yellow nigga with waves, a platinum chain, slabs in his mouth, and a nursing book in one hand. "Damnit Asia" I spoke to myself as I walked out the coffee shop into the common area to sit and relax before it was time to go back.

"You left this phone in Starbucks, I'm sure its trash cause its broke but here you go" said the guy from Starbucks. As he stood over me I could see the perfection in his green eyes which made me freeze. "Uhh, damn I didn't even realize I left my phone" I said squirming around trying to feel my pockets. "Thank you, thats really nice of you to bring it to me" I said accepting my phone back. "You welcome, whats your name Miss Chocolate" he asked. "Im Asia, whats your name" I said constantly staring at his lips as he talked showing the slabs in his mouth. "Im Dre, you better watch yo shit it ain't too many nice niggas out here like me" he said nodding his head. Damn he was fine which was all I could process before my alarm went off signaling it was time for me to go back to my group. "Okay, Dre I hope to see you around" I said walking away but not too fast before he asked for my number. I took his phone and kindly put the ten digits to his new fate in his phone and called my number. As I walked away I heard him say "damn you thick as hell and you pretty" I turned around a slurped the coffee out my cup and continued walking away.

FUCK ROUND DRIVE YOU CRAZY

Juice had asked me to make a drop everyday and he was running the bag dry. I made myself unavailable to his ass until he called the burner phone trying to kirk.

"Ayo, send the fucking money I don't give a fuck if you got class today Asia. You got shit to do" he yelled. "Juice I told your corny ass not to hit my line no more. I was being nice in the beginning but I don't have time call your boys , leave me alone" I said before hanging up. Juice sent a text saying he would be in the country soon but I ain't give a fuck. What one trick won't provide another will,remember that ho. Even though Kenneth and I were on good terms we hadn't been speaking much either and I was cool with that because Dre was keeping me occupied. Dre was funny and he was fun he never disclosed how he managed to walk around with 5k in his pants but I don't give a fuck because he was spoiling me with no strings attached. With any nigga like that you can assume he was pushing something illegal.