"Thank you, how much is your service for helping me moving out again?" I asked the older man infront of me.
"No don't mind it Jaehee, take it as a help" he smiled at me making me smile
"You're like my granddaughter"he smile warmly at me and gesture an open arm asking for a hug.
"Thanks for helping me Mr. Hyuk" i said to him while rubbing my hands to his back. " Come on drink some tea inside, i know your tired" he just nodded and entered the messy house.
"Don't you mind if I help you cleaning your place?" I just Shook my head because helping me moving out is a big help for me. I dont
" No mr.Hyuk , I can do this at myself, besides helping me moving here in seoul is such a big help for me and i don't want to make you more exhausted" i smiled at him and he nodded his head .
"So, Jaehee I think this is the place where you belong, be safe and always take care of yourself, work hard and study hard, I'm going " i hug him because he is such a nice ahjussi for me he always take care of me even if he is not my real family but he always treat me like that, i pulled away from the hug and said
"Take care mr.hyuk, thank you " and for the last time i smiled at him and watching the old man's back quiting this house.
My life was a mess my family was a mess everything is a mess when I'm living in Daegu . My mother always told me that I shouldn't be a bad person as long as a live but why they can't say it to their selves right? My father is in the jail cause of killing someone for the sake of money and power, my mother is a liar she always told me that she didn't know about all of my father's sins . She's criminal too and a big liar. The persons who I trusted is also the persons who broke it first. I can't blame anyone because i blame myself for believing them, although it's obvious but i want an proof to stay away From them.
That's why I am here in Seoul cause i can't face them. I'm so hurt.
I'm ready to face what future's plan for me all I can do is work and study to live. I promised to myself that my priority first before my likes. Although my mind was a mess i can help myself to move on what happened."FIGHTING JAEHEE!" I say it out loud don't care if my neighbors is hearing it.
I sigh and laugh to relief the pain inside me. I cried at the same time. I just have to adjust myself for my new start of my life.Let's face the reality .
I stand from the couch where I'm sitting
Looking at the messy things infront of me.
"I can do this" i clap
I started cleaning the house and lifting some boxes to maintain some space .
My house is not that small and not that big it's just suits for two persons to live.It's been two hours after i finished cleaning the whole house. I layed myself to the bed . And I didn't know that I was asleep.
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