I was staring at my feet . my vision becoming cloudy. tears drifting from my face. I run to the bathroom. Brittany please! my social worker screamed . chasing after me. but before she caught up to me I slammed the bathroom door shut and I locked the door. how dare she! the memory of my mum the day she left soon flooded my mind.
~flash back ~~~~
my mum stormed into her room with a duffel bag and threw anything that belonged to her into it. tears streaming down her face. realizing I was watching she pulled me into a hug and I could Impudently feel the wet spot on my shoulder from where my mum was. she pulled from me grabbing her things and making her way to the bathroom. mommy? did daddy do this? mommy?..
I could see the pain in her eyes as she put her hand through her hair. she looked at me with disgust . "I never loved you!"
~~flash back ended~~
I stood in front of the mirror wiping the already smeared makeup from my face. I grabbed my back and stormed out the bathroom making my way back to her office. Brittany I'm sorry but there no where else you can go. my case worker lily has been trying to find me a place to go since my dad died. a couple years after my mum left my dad became addicted to cigarettes and years later he died from lung cancer. my case worker lily has been trying to locate my mother for years but out of nowhere reports came in she was in england . and they found information about her such as contact information. she was my only hope so I wouldn't have to go to a woman's home. as repulsed as I was to be forced to stay with that woman I hated the most but what if it turns out well?