Why then?

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I'm not interested to people with no life to their own living.

I'm actually not a hater yet i'm also not okay with these kind of people. Acting like they can live on their own without the help of one and another. Wake up people? You cant!

Hindi ka nilikha ng Diyos para magsarili lang sa buhay. You can live on your own but with the lesson and the guidance of the others. It means one thing, you need people in your life.

I didn't really expect the attitude i hate the most will only be nothing once the person is already important to you.

People intend to eat their words in a snap. That's how stupid and amazing people are.

I lived my life with my dad and my sister. Never loved by a mother.

How my mother killed herself, after a year of my birth, just for her to escape reality. That is what we never thought she'd think.

That made me understand that i was born to make people's life misreable. I didn't feel the bad treatment from my sis and dad, cause i was like their princess. But for mom, i'm a bomb or a virus, with no good things or anything that flows in my blood.

Imagine, i was only 1 year old when she thought how awful I am. And maybe I am.

I, myself, understand her. But I wouldn't want to end my life in order to escape. I'll face them like its a suprise quiz. You may fail or not, you tried all your best. Once you get the result or the outcome, think of it as a lesson.

Mistakes are natural to human. So i still believe that no one is perfect.

But why the heck does that guy is flawless and perfect? Or it somehow hypnotize your mind to tell that he's perfect?

He has everything. Looks, brains, talents, and attitude. But i prefer to disagree to the last one.

Like wow ha? Kilalang kilala niyo ba siya? He has a flaw. And that makes him imperfect.

You may say that flaw makes him perfect but what the hell guys? Lets be serious here. He's really not. Diverting your doubt to compliments, bullshit.

"I think those seniors like you, Mins." Bulong saakin ni Kaitlyn while suspecting the guys near our table.

"Challenged, Lyn." I smirked at what I've just said. Gulat na napatingin saakin si Kaitlyn at pinaningkitan ako ng mata.

"How would you know? Matalas ba masyado pandinig mo at umabot hanggang kabilang lamesa?" Ngising bulong nito.

"Instinct?" Natatawang sagot ko na nagpairap sakanya. Pikon.

Three years na ako rito and its.. Fine? My first year was hard to cope up but I met my friend, Kaitlyn, who is eventually a very loyal student to this school.

Suprised me why she has not friends, but she would always answer me with a grunt. Until now I really don't know.

The guys, who were looking at me, are just one of the people who are challenge with me? My attitude? Myself? Honeslty, i don't know. I'm not special. And also not a special child!

Naglakad na kami palabas ng cafeteria para sa susunod na klase namin.

I'm in a university with a english policy rule. You speak tagalog, sumbit your name in the discipline notebook. I wonder why I'm enrolled with this kind of system.

We are united and one, called us by Filipinos, living in a country called Philippines and Official language is tagalog. I'm not against culture or english language but atleast give importance to the Dialect we treasure.

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