Infatuation // z.m.

Prologue

Love.

Love is an amazing feeling, you know? When you're with someone you love, you feel comfortable around them and there's this warm feeling that just, captivates you. Whether it's your boyfriend or your best friend, love can happen anywhere.

I haven't found love in my seventeen years of existence. I think if you're younger than eighteen, you can't experience true love. Sure, you might love that actor you just saw on tv, but is that real love? You might think it is, but it's not.

I don't know if love Zayn Malik.

Maybe I lust him.

Maybe I like him.

I really don't know at this point in my life.

But yes, I do get that warm feeling in my stomach when I see him sing with so much passion. Yes, I feel comfortable in thinking, "I like Zayn Malik." Yes, I love his imperfections that make him so perfect. Yes, I'm completely and deeply infatuated with Zayn Malik.

Of course, I can't love him yet. I haven't met Zayn since 2010, when I went with him, Sara and Trisha to the X factor auditions . But the feelings for him are strong, so strong that my heart feels heavy every time a rumor goes around the media saying he's going on a date with some girl or that he has a girlfriend.

I feel a pang in my chest, almost like a heart attack, and my mouth becomes dry and I want to cry my eyes out, but I don't. Sara doesn't know I like her elder brother, and I'm not planning on telling her anytime soon.

Why, you ask? I don't want Sara to think I befriended her to get to Zayn, because she is very sensitive. I'll tell her in my own time.

Well, that's my opinion on love.

And I never knew my world would turn upside down when I laid eyes on the hazel eyed boy again.

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S x

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