Perfectionist Complex

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From morning til midnight I cant find a reason

This world keeps on turning without a single motive

The value of this life results to nothing much

Even if I were to die nothing would change

If it didn't matter either way then I would stay

I'd choose life and I would die another day

Because I know right now if I were to die

I would rather leave a bit of me behind

And I'm terrified, the future is unclear

In my own eyes, the past is dark

"Why wont you go? It hurts so much."

Wish my feelings would all be thrown all away

If it didn't matter either way then both the same

I would laugh so I could cry another day

And because of that I know if I'm alone

I would rather laugh my time all away

I wont love myself unless I am

Flawless in every single thing I do

Hesitating only shows how weakly you are

Feelings only just get in the way

So then maybe your in pain because you cant get back up now

And you cant seem to be taking anymore

Although emotions seem unnecessary

Can you not feel something warm inside the tears

Something way too hard to see, and always wobbly

I think we all call it something like a "heart"

If it didn't matter either way, I'd never stray

So I 'd see if it worth was my while to stay

Whether not I would cry today or maybe I'd laugh it all away

I know I'd love that small life of mine the same

And even you

Never need to try and be someone else

Just be you

"It's all fine." "Am I fine?" "You're just fine."

"And in time, you will find, you're just fine."

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