My Book Of Quotes and Poems

"Little by Little"

I wish people would understand,

Understand that who I am

Is who I want to be.

I don't want to hide under this mask,

This mask of happiness

When I don't even feel this way.

Deep down inside I'm dark.

A girl you don't want to know.

And that even though I seem like the goody two shoes,

I cry myself to sleep at night wondering is this going to stop.

My life is like a horror film

Waiting in the dark to consume me.

This monster in the pit of my stomach,

I'm scared, deathly afraid.

When even this life is in the past

And I don't even know how to control it.

This pain I feel is indescribable.

Its there but it's not.

This pain, this pain won't go away.

It won't leave me be.

This feeling I have inside of me.

Feeling like i'm grey,

Almost all the time.

It's like an indescribable rhyme.

That no matter how much someone cares

No one is even there to save me.

Save me from this life I have to live.

Help, Help me,

Let me be free.

Don't let this fake person overtake

The feeling that's truly there.

It wants to be free and I know it!

Just let me be

And let me show you who I am.

This horror filled place is no match for me.

I'm the girl that needs this change.

Let's see where the world will take me,

Little by little