(Alex's POV)
"Do you really have to go" These words keep ringing through my ear and as much as I wanna say no and act like this was all one big joke or tell them I'll stay with a relative just so I won't have to see the look on there faces or hear the sadness in there voices but I couldn't. Fact of the matter was in a few short hours I was leaving ever thing and every one I've came to know and love to go some were I've never been before and with people I don't know or care about. Having to say goodbye to my friends, and the girl I love is the hardest thing I've had to do. I'm being yanked away from my life and happiness without any questions just so someone else can have it. Why does it feel like my life is over and being dictated by someone who doesn't even seem to care how I feel how the hell is this far.I guess it's not, the saying "life isn't far" fits in perfectly right now.
"Yea ummm....."at this point I was so ready to brake down tears streaming down all our faces and my word don't seem to wanna come out ".....I'll miss you guys, Bella keep Kris out of trouble for me" seeing a tight half smile on there faces almost made this easier too deal with almost.
"We'll miss you too" they say in unison. Here comes the part we've all been dreading goodbye hugs, Kris is the first then Bella her hug is tight and she takes me off the ground a little and whispers I'll try to keep her out of as much trouble as I can. This is the part I really hate and don't want to do. Saying bye to Carman my first love sucks and the tears really start and there's no stopping them. Hugging her as tight as I can I tell her I love her and she says the same letting go of her I give her a long passionate kiss bye not caring who sees being that this might be the last time we feel this way for each other to be realistic there will be other girl in both our lives. We're not being dramatic it just neither of us wanna do the long distance thing we both love each other and if i wasn't moving we'd still be right in each other arms. But that's not the case my stuff is all packed up and on it's way to California.
Getting in one last group hug before hopping into my dads Car still unable to process all of this, the three of us were inseparable since preschool now I'm leaving all that behind for a new life. Taking one last look at my home, my friends and the girl I love I jumped in to the car with one last wave realizing this is really happening.
"Look baby girl I know how you feel but this move is good for us. When we reach to California you'll make new friends you'll meet your new sister and your new mo..." I cut him off mid sentence cause this is a bunch of bull like is he for real.
"STOP! God just stop new friends I'm cool with but a sister and a new mom just because you went off and married some chick does not make her my mom and her off spring my sister. And don't tell me you know how I feel you not the one leaving everything here in New York" at this point I'm really bugged he's never home long enough cause he always working his life not here and he has no reason to wanna stay but I do.
"Just promise me you'll give it a chance, and don't be rude when you meet them"
"Whatever"my dad and I are closer it's just that he went off and married not even a real wedding he eloped with some chick I've never meet and expects me to be ok with it. I want him to be happy God knows I do cause he deserves that and I'm sure there are plenty off woman right here in New York that can do that for him. Why'd he have to choose one in California.
We arrive at the air port and boarded the flight. Taking one last look at New York I gazed out the window letting my tears fall freely as I say goodbye to the place I once called home.
