DEAR BULLY ✔

New year, same old problem

Taylor POV

My life is completely bullshit. I pray everyday for God to change it from being so so........ unworthy to live any more.

If your asking if I'm a maniac who happened to always gets bullied at school and who thinks suicidal when every they got bullied .......yeah that's like me.

But I wouldn't classify myself as a maniac, I would say 'just want to be free type',sadly can't.

Why?

Because of the kids who manipulated me everyday.

Oh I forgot to introduce myself, manner able right.

No

Okay,so I'm Taylor Gwen and I'm being bullied as you all know. My features are not the ones I would state as prefect 'so I'm not fit but I'm happy with me. I have tall straight brown hair with green eyes and a defined nose and eyes. I have small ears but some says their to big for m head.

I'm slim I'm body and have a little curve at my hips.

Oh I forgot...... again ..... to mention my age. I'm 17 and it's my last year.

I love with my parents and two younger siblings . They don't know I'm getting bullied. At times I would come home with bruises and Other injuries because of the bullying, I would make up a story that I got cut while walking or they accidentally throw a ball at me and they were convinced.

Thank God

So today's a new year some old problem and some old peaps their.

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I started getting ready for school or more suitable hell.

I rolled out of bed and head out to my modern brown drawer with a mirror on top, to search for my old clothe. Doing like shorts or any slutty dresses so I just stick to my slightly baggy jeans and also slightly baggy shirt. I took up my heated out converse.

Remind me to buy a new one.

After picking out my wardrobe I went straight to bathroom and started to brush my teeth after,I washed out my mouth with Listerine,then spit it out.

I slowly strip of my clothes as I try not to memorize the last four years I've spent a the school.

I went in the tub and sink my body more inside until my entire body was down in the water.

Trying to reason out what is happening in my life,and why do they hate me.

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After ten minute of reasoning, I decided its time to get out and do my business then go to hell.

I put on my baggy jeans and baggy shirt then lightly brush my hair,put it in a pony tail the went in my room.

I went in my room and saw my annoying little brother. He's 15 so don't think he's 14 or 13,but anyhow he was on my dresser doing God know what.

Sooo

I slowly tippy toe over to him then asked with curiosity " what are you doing in my room? ",with that he turn around with fright like he just saw a ghost.

" shit you scare the hell outta me",after he said that I looked down in his hands.

Their stands the evidence that he was on my dresser...... "You were stealing from my piggy bank..... really".

I looked up and saw guilt and desperation in his eyes so I told him.

Honestly.

" ah...... no"

"Oh come on,it's just a little cash I'm going to give it back", I shook my head in a 'no' then I took my money from a upset Damien.

" fine if you don't want me to tell mom it was you who broke grandma's vase. "

I put up one of my eyebrow and said "you wouldn't"

He began to put that 'try me 'smirk on then he said in a bored voice "Oh mom guess who broke grandma's -" ,he never got to finish because I cut him off.

"Ok,ok here go and don't come back", I pushed him out my room but before I could shut the door, he poked his head in and said " maybe, maybe not ", with that I let out a stressful groan then push him out completely but he came pushing again then said"oh mom said to be down by ten more minutes and................ adios "

He finally disappeared.

Thank God cause my journal was an my dresser.

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After I was done I came down from my room and enter the kitchen where I saw my sister who is 14, on her phone of course. My mom was their making eggs and bacon with pancake.

Hmmmm

I took her phone out of here hand and walked round to the other side and sat where she was looking like she already ready to kill me for her precious phone.

"Give me my phone "she said holding out her right hand to collect the phone back.

I smiled sweetly then turn my gaze from her to mom," good morning, where's dad? ".

" he went to work early today so I'll drop you off to school today"she said with an smile on her face.

"NO!!" ,I heard Damien shouted from his room.

Brothers

My mom looked at her watch then said "Oh no time to go to school", I was too focus on mom I didn't saw that Tyler took her phone from me.

" Ahha"she stick out her tongue and said "bye"then went outside texting again to the car.

I quietly when to my room and took up my bag, phone and put on my converse then went outside to find mom waiting at the door.

Once I came out she close the door put the key in her pocket then quickly went to the car.

All of us were in the car entered the key, mom started the car then said "does everyone have their things", we nod our heads then put on the safety belt.

Mom reversed out of our lawn and went straight down our neighbour.

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"Thanks mom"I said as I came out of the car leaving Tyler still on her phone and Damien with his beats.

Their popular at their school.

They don't attend the same school as me thank god.

" no problem hun, good luck" she said reversing out the schools drop of park. "I 'll need it"was all I mumbled, then went inside.

" so far so-", as I was about to finish my sentence the devil itself
came up to me with its watch dogs by his side.

"Well well if it is the schools biggest nerd ", was he for really,can't he give me a break. I've suffered enough with him here. Jeez.

" look Asher I'm not in the mood".

Your so dump can't you stand up for yourself . Your-

I was snapped out off my thoughts went Asher pushed me against the lockers.

" listen here you bitch,I tell you went I'll quit and thats.. Hmmmm let me see...... never."

He let go of me to give us some space,allowing me to fall on the ground with a loud thud and a painful frustrate moan.

"Keep in mind. I run this school"

And with that he continues to walk down the hall bullying other kids on the way.

I let out a heavy breathe I didn't know I was keeping,then muttered.

"New year,same problem"

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Thanks for reading my book.

Love y'all

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Thanks😜