the cold was biting into my skin chilling me to the bone the boat rock back and forth with the passing waves the ground lay damp with salt water making my wounds burn even more yet i could not bring my self to turn over i lay there the lanterns cast shadows that seemed to watching me with unseeing yet intelligent eyes that should of unnerved me but i could not find the energy to care tomorrow they would come for me like they always did i tried to warn the captain when he took me but he dismissed it with a wave of his hand i have no clue how i ended up down here all i knew is there was blood on my hands that was not mine one of the sailors must of wanted to test the story's that surrounded my kind a fatal mistake
i was finally found a routine a carved out a life for myself when they found me i did not commit a crime or brake there laws yet they still took me without fair trial they chained me up and put me on this dread boat that was never going to make it to its destination i could fell the monster it was drawing near and when it got here nothing would stop it from ripping this boat apart i sighed
"are you going to just watch me" i said speaking to the shadow it said nothing in response i propped my self up and leaned against the wall i stared into the shadow that seemed to grow bigger and bigger with each passing second. then a loud crash shook the boat
"its here" i said more to myself than to the shadow
"you may not understand me or care but that thing is going to sink the ship im going to to try to save the people on this ship i already have the blood of one person on my hands i rather not have more so if i don't come out of my daemon form when the monster is dead i want you to kill me" i said it in a rush in truth i did not want to die no matter how selfish it may seem even after i found out what i was capable of i could not bring by self to ended my existence but maybe this shadow creature could finally bring me to an ended
"can you promise me this" my voice border on hysterical the change was starting to come over me my demon wanted blood and it was not taking no for an answer a tall figure came out the shadow it was hard to make out features my eye were blurring with tears and i fell to the floor breathing hard my body felt as if it was ripping in half
"promise me" i said in a high shrill voice my body felt as if it was on fire
"i will kill you if it seems fit" i would of argue but the pain clog my throat and the world around me turn to nothingness
