my phone was buzzing on the wooden table but i didn't even bother opening and reading all 'i care about you' later. i stared blankly out of the window as the blue calm sky changed to some impatient dark sky, always terrifying me that it might fall down and hit all the tiny humans on the earth.
pulling my knees closer to my chest, the rain started pouring down onto the dry ground. the cold wind blew, i closed my eyes.
the rain started entering my room but i just kept my window opened, feeling too helpless to get up from this chair to close it.
it was just yesterday i was smiling and laughing before i was locked up in my own room, crying hideously.
"andy is downstairs. want me to tell him you're not in mood?"
i didn't turn around to see her.
"i'll go."
getting up, i wiped away my wet cheeks as my other hand combing my hair.
[this song is mood]
