Baby Don't Stop // Johnten

Chapter Eight

Sorry for the long wait

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- Tens POV -

I wake up with a sore pain in my lower back and a ache pooling through my head. I whine, turning on my side cuddling the duvet to only find it getting tugged away from me. Huh...

My eyes flicker open to see a room, not my room...someone's back in front of me....j-Johnny?!
I sit up slightly to see Johnny asleep, shirtless beside me. Oh god oh god oh god....
'Fuck' I mumbled and rub my lower back as it hurts but my head is too fuzzy to realise why. Why? I don't get it?!
He shifted a little and soon woke up next to me and I quickly jump to the other side of the bed. Oh no oh no oh no...

'T-ten?' Johnny sat up rubbing his eyes as he saw me and soon his eyes widened as he looked around the room and then over me, 'oh fucking hell...' he sighed and rubbed his face with a loud whine, 'w-we didn't did we?' He asked and I blink, we didn't did we?

'Answer me!'

'I don't know!!' I squeak and Johnny looks at me with a softer look, 'I-I don't know b-but my back hurts...'
A blush rose to Johnny's cheeks as he heard my words and leaned closer to me, 'fuck I'm sorry' he sighed and gently rubbed my back, 'erm...g-go get a shower the warmth might help'

I nodded and tried his best to get up and whines in pain, he seems so calm...
'J-Johnny it hurts...'

'No dance practice for you...' He sighed and stood up making me have a clear view of his abs and body, I couldn't look away I really couldn't.

'J-Johnny just help me please...'

'In the shower?' Johnny asked looking confused and I nod with a blush,

'Might as well....I mean we've done worse now' I gulp and he nods helping me get into the bathroom quicker. 
I turn on the shower and step in not bothering to take off my boxers and Johnny gets in behind me. The whole silence just makes it more awkward and I sigh looking down leaning on the wall.
'Ten I'm sorry' Johnny sighed and looked at me.
'Don't be sorry...'

'But I don't remember anything!'

'Neither do I!' I snap and frowned, 'you probably don't remember that I wanted to confess to you...I don't even...' I feel myself tearing up and I don't even understand why.

'Confess? To me?' Johnny asked looking confused.

'Y-yeah...I...' My eyes divert up to Johnny whose looking away from me. He looked too good under the water, he looks too handsome. I move closer to Johnny carefully to avoid the pain and cupped his cheeks making him look at me before kissing his lips softly.
He didn't kiss back for a while but his hands made their way to my waist. Johnny pulled back after a few seconds and looked down at me as he gave me a small saddened look, 'Ten I...I can't do this....'

What...

'J-Johnny why...y-you just kissed back...' I stutter and a small part of my heart feels as if it were doing to break.

'I-I'm n-not into men like that...' Johnny sighed and I frown deeply.
'Johnny why are you lying to yourself...y-you k-know you are....' I pull back away from him and stand under the shower looking down. Why is he like this....

'Y-you're different...' Johnny said suddenly and I turn away from him. 'Ten! It scares me'
What...

'What do you mean?' I ask and look back over my shoulder to him.
'Y-you make me feel things I shouldn't for guys, I know it's not wrong to like guys but my family doesn't agree with it, I like girls but you're different' He explained to me and slowly approached me hugging me back into him. 'I'm sorry Ten....'

I feel myself become overwhelmed and my head hurts still but the back pain is fading. Johnny can't like guys? He's not allowed to be himself? Why?
'Johnny...I really like you...' I say softly and rest my hands on his.
'I like you too Ten....' Johnny sighed and rested his forehead against my shoulder.
'If no one knows then...how can you be a homosexual?' I ask and Johnny looks at me.
'What do you mean?'

'We could be a secret...' I suggested but as soon as I said it it sounded so bad.

'We could....but....how can I hide it...I already watch you dance, take you out, I invite you over, then I'd want to do more with you....' Johnny sighed and gently brushed his lips over my neck making me shiver, 'Do you get what I mean?'

'Yes, but if it's the only way....' I said softly and turned around, 'Taeyong would be the only one who I know would keep it a secret' I say and Johnny nods leaning closer to me looking in to my eyes.

'I'll have to think about it...' he said softly and I felt his breath against my face, so warm and quite relaxing.
'Okay...' I replied in a whisper and his arms wrap around me as we look at each other for a moment. I can already feel the tension in me trying to stop myself from kissing him but my hands find their way into his hair as the water runs over our faces which are just centimetres apart.

Instantly, I felt Johnny's lips on mine, the tension faded and I kissed back as soon as possible as he kissed me slow and passionately pushing me against the cold shower wall. 'Johnny' I breathe against his lips and a smile forms across his lips as his hands rub my waist as he continued to kiss me with such passion and god I enjoyed it. It was stronger than when we were drunk, it was better, more passionate and meaningful, I really didn't want it to end.
'Ten...' he breathed as he pulled away and I nodded with a smile.
'I'm guessing you thought about it?'

'Be my secret' he said softly against my lips and I nodded pecking his lips. I was never going to say no....

Johnny helped me wash so that I didn't have to bend and pecked my lips every few seconds as he smiled softly at me, 'I love your lips...their addictive' I smiled softly and he chuckled softly.
'They won't be on anyone else's' Johnny said softly and stood up completely, 'You'll have to borrow my boxers since yours are soaked just...don't let anyone see them because I wear the same and Jaehyun knows my brand' He chuckled and I shook my head with a giggle.
'Okay' he smiled softly and lead me out of the shower wrapping a towel around me as he did the same to him. 
I carefully went to the bedroom and dried up slipping off the wet boxers and stayed cuddled in the towel.
Johnny got me a pair of boxers as I picked up my jumper and he smiled softly at me. When he was drying up I quickly changed into the boxers and jumper lying on the bed to let my back rest.
Johnny got dressed into a black shirt and jeans and sat beside me, 'do you need jeans?' He asks and I shake my head.
'I'll wear mine from yesterday' I reply grabbing them and carefully pulling them on. 'My back hurts still' I tell him and Johnny frowns slightly.
'Anything I can do?' He asked and I shrug before pulling him down beside me.
'We have an hour before everyone wakes up' I tel him and peck his lips softly.
'So I'm guessing you want cuddles' he chuckled and smiled pulling me close.
'Please' I giggle and wrap my arms over his shoulders and pecks his lips as Johnny holds me close.

My heart beats faster as I get closer to him. It's like a dream, but a secret one at that. I nuzzle Johnny's neck gently and pull my leg around his waist as he rubbed my back softly. I feel his lips on my neck kissing softly and it makes a small hum escape my lips.
'Johnny....' I mumble and whimper slightly when I feel him suck on my neck. 'Y-you're going to mark me'

'Y-you'll just have to cover it with makeup, I can't control myself when I'm with you alone' he said softly and I nodded quickly just letting him continue as it felt so good....
He lead kisses up my neck and across my jaw finally reaching my lips nuzzling his nose against mine. The look in his eyes made me feel complete.

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