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Tessa POV

I everyday got up fearing for what's going to come next. I don't know what coming today, a punch, a kick. I could expect anything and everything. Praying everyday for myself. Praying that I wouldn't go to the nurse's room. The nurse knows me to well now. It scares me.

I everyday was terrified by the guy I nearly loved right from middle school. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way, I shouldn't like him so much. But I can't stop. I know it's wrong. I know it shouldn't be this way but I can't come to hate him. I didn't like him because he was popular, I didn't like him because he looked fine.i didn't like him to grow my standards up. I liked him for him. I liked him for everything he is. I know there is a person behind the bully mask that was nice, sweet, kind, generous, soft.

I didn't even realise that I was infornt of the school until someone pushed me over my shoulder. I looked foward. I everyday motivated myself that I could get through today. That's what I did today too. I took a deep breathe in and out. And whisper "you can do is Tessa". I bravely walked in and everything went down the drain when I saw 4 of them walking towards me. I panicked, I turned behind to run but was stopped by the deep voice, I froze on the spot.

"Good to know 4 letters and 1 one could make you freeze" I heard, I turned slowly looking at the curly one first, harry styles "Excatly, man the things we had to do to make you weak, should say you were one of the most tough person that we had to break down" an Irish voice said, Niall Horan "wo, too sad that you are under our watch now, you stupid freak. Look at you, looks like you walked straight out the garbage can" a British voice spoke, Louis Tomlinson. A tear ran down my cheek and I quickly wiped it before they could see "aw are you crying little one ?" Harry said fake pouting "he asked you something you stupid bitch" a familiar voice spoke, Zayn Malik.

"Y-yes" I said softly before letting my tears fall down smoothly and soon came a punch that threw my body down to the ground "Argh, your crying really ruins my morning mood" Zayn said catching his head "see you later bitch" Louis said and all of the walked away, I got up and looked at them. Soon enough Christine ran up to Zayn and kissed him on the lip. Christine was popular, mean and stuff just like Zayn. Just thought female version.

It broke my heart to look at him with someone else, holding someone else's hand and looking so happy. But I also figured out that maybe, just maybe it wasn't meant to be me and Zayn. Maybe we aren't supposed to be together. I walked to the nurse's and sat on the bed holding my bleeding nose "you again" I heard a soft voice, I looked up and Ms Mary. " Are you okay ? I am sure this is like the 100th time I have seen you here" she said "yeah" I said. She soon took care of me and I walked into my first class.

What am I going to expect next ?