A LETTER FOR YAM (Learning the art of letting go)

Here goes for you (-////)

Namulat ako . . 

At ngayo'y nag-iisa . .

Pagkatapos ng ulan . .

Bagama't nakalipas na . .

Ang mga sandali . .

Ay nagmumuni . .

Kung ako'y nagwagi . .

Kamusta kana? 

Sana okay lang..

Kung ako naman ang tatanungin mo, okay nadin. Kahit papano.

Kasi naman, bawat kilos ko naaalala kita..

Lahat ng bagay na nakikita ko, nahahawakan ko, nakakasalubong ko, nagpapa-alala talga sayo.

Wag mokong sisihin, please!

Kasi kusa kong nararamdaman ito.

Writing you this doesn't mean naghahabol ako. or UMAASA. 

Kasi its been evidently clear na hanggang ganito nalang tayo.

Actually, i just want to thank you.

Kasi sa ilang buwan na pinaramdam mo sakin na mahal mo ako, i was the happiest.

Sayang lang kasi it has to end. Nabitin ako sa mga happy moments natin together.

Minsan, gusto kong magalit sayo. Pero naisip ko, bakit naman?

Dahil ba di mo nakaya ang ugali ko? Dahil ba sinukuan mo ako? Or dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na kahit anong gawin ko, i just still love you.

Part of me wants to let you go......totally..

Pero the other part wants me to bring back even just the friendship..

Kasi sayang din nga naman...From strangers, we became friends din kahit papano.

Pero it's not necessary.

All i want to know is if you're happy.

Kasi i will really try to be happy.....FOR YOU.

Thank you for everything. From the small things to the great things na sinacrifice mo for me..

And since our love story ended, i know this would bring us a better chapter.

YOU with someone else and ME with someone else.

Different worlds, huh?!

But if ever our path crosses again, I would still be willing to take another shot with you.

Whatever happens, I'm more than willing to be a friend..anytime..anywhere..

Guess, you leaving means someone's better is coming my way..

So now i bade goodbye..

P.S ===========> Loving you and getting hurt reminded me that there's a phrase, "LETTING GO" and a word "GOODBYE"...