chapter 1: Besties

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His name is Lukas, he makes me feel complete. Every word, smile, laugh and whisper makes me fall in love. His smile lights up a whole town and his crystal brown eyes are full of passion and kindness. His thick locks make me feel at home, so strong and standing out from across the room. Rummaging my soft tender hands through his hair as he presses his chest against mine. Is this love? I know how i feel about my best friend. Its love but only a love that a best friend would have right? But as his rough lips meet my soft ones i feel more than best friend love.

He says "i love you more than i should". But how come every time i hear those sweet words i dont believe the love he states he has. I want to be craddled in his arms and snuggling up close and personal but we are just 'besties'. His arms are so strong and when i am in them i feel secure and fathered by an unbreakable love. The passion in his eyes as he stares deep into my crystalised blue orbes makes my heart skip a beat. He really is my everything.  That i am sure of. But do i tell him? Or is this just false hope and my heart claiming love for a boy i have known for as long as i can remember?

This cant be love. I am 16, still young and developing. What does LOVE even mean? The endless calls, hugs and kisses are what keep me smiling but what does that mean? Why when his muscular torso is pressed against me do i feel a rush of adrenaline and an endless stream of happiness. But then when the time comes, a soft kiss on my forehead and then he cycles away leaving it all behind until another day.

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