Impulse | k.th

M

“Please… please dont hurt me” -he backs away from her

“I’m sorry”

His feet raises from the floor. Her arm goes up in the air using her mind to control her actions

“I can’t control it”

“You don't have to do this” -he gasps out

“You can't control what you don't understand”

She cracks his neck

~

*beep* *beep* *beep*

My body jerks up

Taehyung: “ahh ahh, why”

I shook my head at another nightmare. These nightmares have been occurring since I turned 20 last week. I don’t know what they mean but it always lead me to dying.

I got off my bed doing my morning routine and getting ready for college.

I sighed as I arrived at my university and went straight to my group of friends chilling at the parking lot with their cars parked next to each others

Jimin: “Morning Taehyung” -he smiles

Everyone followed after Jimin greeting me.

Hoseok: “I heard there is going to be new girl coming today”

Namjoon: “Oh! I heard about that too, heard she’s kinda a baddie”

Jungkook: “Ah Yoongi hyung your type” -he nudges him and laughs

Yoongi: “Meh, I already have my eyes on someone” -he glanced at Jimin then went back to looking at his phone

Jin: “So what’s her name”

I looked up from my phone curious to know her name too considering the last time we had a new student in this small college was 2 years ago

Namjoon: “I’m not sure but I heard some people saying she goes by M”

Taehyung: “M? Just a letter?”

Namjoon: “I guess so” -he shrugs

*bell rings*

I sighed and gave them a nod as we all parted to our different classes

I took the long way to get to class walking behind the big buildings. I never wanted to go to college. School is pointless. Well I mean if you’re studying to be some doctor or some shit then yeah I guess it's not that pointless. But for the people who don’t even know what to do with their lives, it's just a prison for them. Especially with the thousands of dollars being spent on these classes, I can just fucking buy 100 meals all for myself.

I kicked a pebble that was in my way but ended up missing and kicked air. I scoffed and stepped back and kicked it.

I breathed in air and heavily sighed. I smelt a foul smell and looked up.

A girl. Black ripped jeans. Black shirt. And a black jean jacket. Topped off with a black beanie on her head, covering her blonde hair a bit. She had cigarette in between her lips.She grabs it and puffs out smoke.

I sighed again and continued to walk. We made eye contact and I gave her a small smile. She nodded her head at me as she placed the cigarette back between her lips.

I stopped in front of her. She looks back at me and gave me a poker face. I pointed to her lips

Taehyung: “Those things kills. Damages lungs bad”

She tilted her head with a bored look on her face.

??: “I’m not afraid to die. Even if I will go through so much suffering”

Taehyung: “Life is precious, embrace it”

??: “It’s not precious. Life sucks”

She smashes her cigarette against the wall and tosses it to the side. Then she walks away from me.

Taehyung: “We all go through shit. But we can get through it” -I said loudly enough for her to hear.

??: “Death seems more inviting than life” - then she walks away

I frowned

Taehyung: “Ah wait I didn’t catch your name!”

She looks over her shoulder and smirked  

“M”