I'm sorry mom, I know I'm not
The little girl you dreamed of
I like smoking pot and getting drunk
To forget all my problems mom and that's
Just the reality mom
I fucked up quite a few times mom
But how could you forget
I let an intruder into my forbidden garden mom
And I knew I wasn't his eve
The snake whispered in my ear
That the intruder wanted a taste
He said
"You're beautiful" "you're the only girl I love"
I listened to the snake mom
And that's where I went wrong
My garden was for Adam mom
But I guess I simply couldn't wait.
Is the garden even forbidden if people have been in it?
That's where I went wrong mom
Trusting the snake
Now my garden is forever damaged
And somewhere...
My Adam doesn't have his eve
I'm sorry mom
I can't control my thoughts
It's not that simple you see
I want to tell you everything mom but,
How can you tell the person
That gave you life that you don't want it anymore?
I'm sorry mom but my mind is an everlasting battle,
Between myself and my thoughts
Please make it stop mom
I can't block these thought in my head
Help me. Save me mom
Save me from myself
Before depression takes the only daughter you have mom
My body is a temple
But all temples have carvings mom
One blade
One knife
One cut, everything is .... finally silent
I'm sorry mom
But the blade is the only thing that takes the pain away
A canvas so beautiful
Why mark it up ? You ask mom
A true artist never tell his secrets
Only his story
That forever lives on through the canvas
I'm sorry mom.
