The Scottish Alpha

Panic

    I awoke when warmth engulfed me from all sides and the strange softness behind me. Where was Alpha? Is the thought that keeps repeating in my mind. Snuggling into the warmth I hear the shuffling of feet and low growl fro a little farther into the room.

  As my senses come back I suddenly become aware my clothing is gone. That I'm skin on skin with sheets and a quilt of some kind. Snapping my eyes open;  I start blinking to try and focus my site. Unfortunately it looks like my contacts have fallen out and I can't see more than three feet in front of me. My distressed whine must of hit my new alphas ears, though I wasn't loud. Tears are streaming down my cheeks as I pull myself into a fetal position. I'm scared; no I am beyond scared. My last supposed to be alpha screwed me over. I did everything I could manage for him and I let him step all over my heart. I can't fix myself again, my whines are borderline hysterical. Two large arms surround me and offer support as I break down. The loud strong soothing rumbling behind me quietness me down but doesn't stop my shaking. Will he hit me if I can't calm down soon? Will he scream and yell my weakness? Will he use me as bait for a better omega? I cant, I can not do it again. That's when he made his move. His face was rubbing on the back of my neck and light bites were being placed be hind my ear. Some times he opened his mouth wider and licked, sucked, teased the back of my neck. Calming down I still don't relax my body nor do I say a word as I stop crying. Cringing, sobbing slowly becoming a mess again at the feel of the lower bodies coming together. I feel him give a distressed growl of his own as his hands hold me still and his lips on my neck.

Finally I just black out into nothing.  It was a non volunteer accident but I couldn't stop. I felt like I was floating and all I could of was this Alpha using me. I had been bait for two stubborn Omegas that the Alphas that used me were desperate for. It was humiliating and the only time a Alpha has come on to me before. I must be ugly because the others stay away.