fourteen | waiting till friday

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He grabbed me and said", Cause I don't want to be alone."

And for the first time ever, I saw Taehyung cry. He felt so gentle...

He dropped to his knees and hugged my legs. I stroke his hair, there were a few people around but I didn't really care.

He doesn't want to be alone?

I kneeled down",Can you tell me what's wrong?"

"I can't... but I promise to tell you on Friday." He said and stopped sobbing

I brought Taehyung back to his house and gave him a glass of water.

He was silent the whole ride back to his home, not a single word from both of us.

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It was getting late, the sun was almost down. I sat across him, he was so focused on starring at the floor.

It seemed like he needs his time alone.

"I should go." I stood up and packed up my stuff.

As I was walking out his voice called out", Ji su."

"Stay..." I sat back down, I watched him go to his kitchen and get a bottle of soju.

"Want one?" I shake my head.

I watched him as he got drunker and drunker. I tried stopping him but he wouldn't listen.

"I hate my life!" He yells.

"I hate it so much!" He stood up, pacing around the room and taking another drink.

"I HATE MYSELF! I HATE.... I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW!"

"Why are you doing this?"

"You want to know why." He scoffs.

He chuckles", I-I..." He mutters.

"I have cancer.." His words gave me an electric shock.

He sobs", I gave up the most beautiful thing in my life. She was in the highlight of her life."

"She got promoted and... and I didn't want her to get affected. And n-now I broke her to pieces!" He slams one bottle on the floor.

He takes another and another", Taehyung stop. Taehyung! TAEHYUNG STOP IT!"

He kept breaking bottles, I run to him and slammed my lips against his. I feel him getting less tense.

Our lips parted, his eyes were still closed.

"Why did you do that?" He says softly.

He suddenly passed out, I caught him before he reached the ground.

"I don't know."

I let him lean against the wall, I sat down next to him. He rests his head on my shoulder.

What am I going to do? I should leave him before I hurt him even more. But he needs me too. Oh god! Help me..

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I felt the sun on my face, I saw Taehyung was still asleep next to me.

As I stare at every inch of his face, I had to make choice to leave or stay with him.

I'll leave him on Friday and not speak to him ever again. I have to make the most of this week for him.

I stroke his hair and shut my eyes again. I don't want to hurt you twice.

THIS WAS PUBLISHED ON May 22, 2018, Tuesday.

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