Threats (Sequel to 'Feelings')

[21] This Is Your Fault

Andy's P. O. V.

So many things were happening, and it all overwhelmed me. Rye looked at me with a shocked expression as his legs collapsed. An area between his neck and chest turned a dark red really quickly and spread all across his shirt. He clutched the spot, his face departed from the pain. The whole stage was panicking and the security did their best to escort everyone outside in a calm fashion, without much succes. By now the other boys had come to look too, only Mikey wasn't there. He had taken out his phone and was calling an ambulance. "Rye... It's going to be okay it's all okay. I... I'm so sorry" I blurted out hyperventilating out if fear. Where was the damn ambulance!? "Andy..." he groaned. The puddle of blood around us started getting bigger and bigger and already soaked my jeans. "Don't... worry about... me" Rye grunted, then his eyes rolled back and his body weakened in my arms. "Rye no, not now RYE!" I screamed. The ambulance came minutes later, immediatly rushing Rye to the hospital. I sped to the tour bus. "Come on we gotta go!" I yelled. Blair drove us to the hospital. "Rye Beaumont" I immediatly said as soon as I came in. "Allright let me see... They're taking care of him right now. You need to wait" the lady at the front desk. Exhausted from all the emotions flowing over me, I sat down on a stool in the waiting room. My head was spinning, repeating the same sentence over and over. "This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault..." the voices were back. And for the first time in very long, I didn't push them away. I let them drag me down, hurt me, I took it all in. "You're right" I whispered to them. "This is my fault. Without me none of this would've happened" I started crying. So caught up in my thoughts, I didn't realise Mikey had sat down next to me. "Hey, you okay mate" he asked quietly, putting his hand on my shoulder. I shook my head. "I know what you're thinking Fovvs. I know you're blaming yourself for this, don't." he said, his tone was soft and compassionate, but still had a harder undertone. "But it is" I mumbled. "No, it is not. Fovvs listen to me. You and Rye did your best to keep her out. Charlotte did this not you. Rye knows that as well, you are not the person to blame. You need to be the person he'll wake up to" I looked at Mikey. "And what if he doesn't wake up Mikey? What if he lost too much blood and he'll die? Then I have to live with the fact that he died because of my doing for the rest of my life" I started sobbing again. Mikey pulled my in a tighg hug. "He'll wake up. He's strong enough to get trough this" he whispered. Jack and Brooklyn came in as well, they wanted to know what was going on. So at last, I told them. I told them everything. About the summercamp,  how I found Shays body, how I blamed myself, how I almost lost myself thanks to the voices, how Charlotte threatened me, I told them everything up till this point inbetween the sobs.

Blair had called Ryes family and soon I saw them. His mother, Robbie, the twins. It just got so much realer. What if he didn't make it. Whatever would I tell them? After an hour a nurse came in and walked over to his mum.
"He's going to make it, he just lost a lot of blood" a nurse said. When I heard that my knees grew weak out of relief. He was okay! "You're lucky his friend was there to warn us before the incident and insisting for us to come. He might not have survived without her" she continued. "Who do you mean?" Ryes mum asked. "She means Amanda" I said. "She saved your sons life" the nurse nodded. "You can see him in a bit. Only family" I couldn't hide my dissapointment and despair. Only family was allowed to see him right now. I had to be apart from him for even longer. I went to Robbie. "Please tell him I'm waiting here for him" I begged him. He nodded. "Sure mate" he said, before joining his family to go see his brother.

Authors note
Double update today yay! Well aren't I a nice girl. I kinda owed it to you guys after not updating Yesterday sooo😁

Yay Ryan is safe, but Andy can't see him yet... The boys accept him though 💞

Please keep commenting on my story because I really like it when you do. It warms my heart💞💞💞

Love you humans!
Salute! 🙋

-Manon