Updates on mah loife.

May 21, 2018

     I am no longer planning on hanging around a kid named Zion. He makes constant sexual jokes and such, originally, I thought they were what he said, Jokes. But he kept getting more serious about things, trying to get me to show him my boobs, giving him a boob/blowjob in the bathroom after school(I didn't even know what the first one was until he told me, descriptively). I'd always joke around for a bit because just, always thought he was joking(It's his tone of voice he naturally has) but as always, my answer is a solid no, he also knows I'm not a big fan of touch and he constantly tries to touch me. No matter how many times I tell him I'm uncomfortable. He always jokes around saying sorry but it's never true and always laced with some other intention. And today after trying to make me go down a side path into the woods with him and do something(He was very vague there) I always came up with some excuse of "There are other people to close" or "I saw someone by the woods" I even used "The teachers are about to bring us inside" and "Look a dead mouse(Mainly as a way to gather other people nearby as a safety, there was a dead mouse though)" as ways of keeping us from the path. I even tried to walk slower than he was. And even tried to stay closer to Matthew, a kid who, even though a bit perverted, if you tell him you don't want him to do something, he will no longer do it. Plus, his Girlfriend Savannah is a friend of me and Hails's. But Zion wouldn't leave me alone, and towards the end of the class he said something along the lines of "Want an apology kiss on the cheek?" and I told him no, because, I wanted to avoid him being in contact with me as much ass possible, but then, as we were walking to the other classes and most of the clumps of people had left, he wraps his arm around my shoulder/neck area, pulls me close, and kisses the side of my face. I tried to get the fuck(excuse the word this once) out of dodge at that point and back to the class because I just...No. I am not dealing with that. I don't want to be near him anymore, I would take spending a whole class with Matthew than be near him anymore. I told this all to Hails and she looked ready to go off on him. And I ended up crying at the beginning of Theatre because I was just straight terrified of him at this point.