so if you're reading this, just know I'm nervous and I might just ramble
hey tae :) I don't really remember most of how we met and I'm sorry but I'll share what I do remember
also I think this song would be great to listen to, it reminds me of us.
where do I start?
the first day we met each other, I remember seeing your page and being quite intimidated but I said hi anyways. I thought you would be like the others, so mean but you were sweet, like honey and chocolate. you were so sweet to me and it made me feel happy? it made me feel welcomed.
we shared our hellos and I was scared to open up so quick but it felt so natural, I stepped out of my comfort zone. it was worth it.
I remember asking if you ever cuddled or went on dates. you told me "we can cuddle and I'll take you on dates if you want" I don't think you realized how happy that made me but now you know. I was extremely happy.
so we cuddled :) and I felt protected, I felt safe, I felt so many emotions that I couldn't even tell what they were myself. you seem to have that effect on me.
I genuinely felt appreciated and happy and I thank you for that moment.
the way your arms wrapped around my waist, the way you pulled me in closer, every single detail mattered because I felt safe. I felt safe tae :)
we then began to ask each other questions to get to know each other better. every question I asked lead further into your story and I wanted to know more. it was like a book but I didn't want the story to end there. I wanted to make a change in the story.
after talking and cuddling, we did something that I love to do. baking! you were so careful with everything bu you were also having fun, we were bonding. I will never forget the day we met because that was the day someone special came into my life. I could never ask for more.
I'll try to update this a much as a can,
this would just be a diary for me and talking about my relationship with you
love, tae <3
I'm sorry this was so crappy, forgive me
